gwendoll has her probs so im there to help her out..mine??who can help?????all i need to do is sleep and make myself busy so i wont have to freakin think about it..bleh~~ no use...ewww wats wif me..wad have i done to deserve this???haizzzz cant really sleep this few days...twist and turn,open eyes close eyes..worried summore!!!pregnant or not??cos havng the sypmtoms and my freakin period havnt come and worst i get angry easily now..familiar feeling...and the best thing is CONFUSION!!!DUMB I NOE..YEA GO AHEAD LAUGH hahaha...haizzz...my life is just like the telenovela...love,family,hearbreak and betrayal...and im the watak utama..but my telenovela im the villain and oso the good girl..some part im good some part im bad..dats why there's heartbreak and betrayal..and the good girl part where she falls in love but got some halangan thru her family life..sheeshhh ..crazy...yea im pathetic say it..Lord help me...haha...summore ivy( my agent) ask me to go take photo's agian..and on november got this event she doesnt wana tell me wad is it..but she told me the pay..rm200 perday..interesting..and den suddenly if im pregnant and if my belly gets big i gotta stop doing all those events oh god i hope ts false alarm...AND I DON WANNA GET PREGNANT!! ivan is enuf maybe 5 years time another child okla..but now no way espcialyy #%$#%$^$%$& meh~~ dats y i say my telenovela life is love,family,heartbreak and betrayal ahhaahhahahah..
anyway,feel hungry wanna eat bye~~
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