♥♥cupcake's Diary♥♥

MY LIFE PART 1

2011-12-24T01:06:00.000-08:00

hello once again....finally im back again n this time im not going anywhere...u see ive been away for so long cos i tot i would not have anything to blog about..well my blog is going to have a new topic...n its going to be about me...ONLY me...u see,it has been like 2 years since i blogged... lots of things change in that past two years,i got a ne baby, i left my husband ,move away n now i started afresh...moving on to a new chapter...its 2011 now n i have lots to tell u..u see,the father of m kids just don bother about us,he never gave us a single penny ,he deliberately wants my mum to support us ....everytime his pay comes the next day all his money will be gone due to spending on online games,etc...he never buys food,milk or clothes for his children...he left for singapore to "work" but he never send back any money...NEVER...he never show me any affection or love...all his cares is about himself...ONLY himself...whenever ithink back i ve shud have listen to my parents...i shud have just either gave my son up for adoption or just be a single mom...but gueess wad, mistake makes u a stronger person, n i ve learned so much from that...and im not going to do the same mistake again..anyway sumtimes i miss MOON..hahahah remembr him??well he was da guy i had a relationship wif while i was still wif my husband..don get me wrong...he gave me all the attention i owes wantd from my husband..evrytime wenever i was wif him i felt like a million dollars..but i never had any LOVE for him just a fren n shoulder to tell all my problems to..i always wonder if he was married,he says he is not but i sumhow knew he was,ive stop contacting him wen i was pregnant wif my babygal,,but i owes think about him..i actually still does but i don think i will ever see him again...on AUGUST 2010 DATE 17 i gave birth to my babygal ivanka,guess wad, i drove myself to the hospital..why?cos my husband was not around he was away...i felt so out of place,all the pregnant ladies was wif their husband but where was mine?at dat moment i wanted Moon to be next to me but that time we both lost each other's contact..how i really needed him dat moment just to be with me...

who gives a damn if he's gay...I DONT

2009-05-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

HE IS SO HOT..THE NEXT AMERICAN IDOL SEXAYY ADAM LAMBERT..GUARANTEEEEEE

im back!!!!

2009-05-04T23:26:00.000-07:00

finally imback in the cyberworld ..gosh i bet u guys thinks dat im off the computer for two months bcos of some pantang..like hell no..ive no pantang even after the departure of my father to the Lord..ive no pantang..the real reason is.,my damn freakin PC one of the wire got burn so dats y i didnt have the tiem to call the computer guy t repair..only today i called him to repair so now im here back in blog'sworld... wad i have been up to?well,i went out wif my friends,coloured my hair cos my previous colour i wasnt satisfied wif it cos it wasnt obvious..but now oh well at least its obvious,mother's day is cmg this sunday and i donno wad to get for my mum..any ideas anybody?? flowers?nahh so normal n my house is full of flowers already,cards?LAME~~~,chocolate?but then im the one who will be ending up eating hahhaha...maybe i'll order KFC for the both of us to eat on that day...yea good idea,one 2 colonel chicken,one zinger burger,n one large fries...just me ivan n mummy..godd idea kah?or isit lame?or maybe i order regular pizza and she will cook sumthing extra hahaha hmm ok now im so blur..anyways.. ttyn,,<---how original...

2009-05-01T01:18:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating. My computer hangus. Hehehe....

Sorry yah.

To Daddy,I Miss You..

2009-03-16T19:05:00.000-07:00

dear daddy,

i still remember the time u always wake me up early morning at 5am and u will prepare a cup of ice milo and cook maggie mee for me before you send me to school.its a funny thing tho that even to we wake up so early,there will still be lots of cars on the road and you and me will be getting irritated by other drivers,and do you remember that when i was still in primary school ,u send me to school but you and i were busy talking away until you overshot the school junction then we laugh so you said "no need to go lah" so in the end we didnt go ,youi will send me home ...that was a real laugh,and everytime when u send me home from school,and if theres thunder lightning,i will call you on your hp and ask you to accompany at home just because im scared of the thunder...silly me summore i was in form 3 and 4 at that time ...

i know i was a daddy's girl but sometime i know you get angry at me becaus sometimes i don listen to you...but deep down in my heart i really love you and i will do anything for you..and i know you love me ..there were lots of beautiful memories..how i wish you could have won the battle but then i know you tried to come back to us but you cant...part of me in still very angry because you left me to fast,you didnt give me a chance to look in your eyes after your surgery,cause after the second operation you totally didnt wake up..you didnt response to any of the medication,and you will not be here to see Ivan grow up,and u promise end of this year we will go holiday and you plan lots of fun things for the future,part of me is like taking my life and to join you now.but because of Ivan,im thinking twice.and if im single,i will not hesitate to do so..but im also relieved youre gone cos if you survive,you will be depress cos you wont be able to work and enjoy a game of golf anymore..and it hurt so much to see you suffer...i miss you,i love you...im keeping some of your jacket and photos for memories...

DADDY I LOVE YOU, with love your darling daughter Chelle...

unentertained blog

2009-02-26T04:16:00.000-08:00

*sorry for not updating..was in the most hottest,dirtiest,not my type of place,not my standards place...my hubby's ________*

im gonna be very busy starting tomorrow so im not gonna update my blog as often as i owes does..please forfgive me..it will be only for a few day maybe 3 days...and hopefully i will force myself to blog tommorow.. i love u guys

one nite stand wif this girl..anyone interested?service lesbian too ..( gross)

2009-02-10T20:53:00.001-08:00

kinda disturbing actually..i was in this community website called www.lowyat.com something and this girl she was telling all the guys saying she wants sex but no string attached...gosh i tot she was hot but when i saw her pic ( above) i was like ------->>> o____________O... oh god...if its like bitchy looking sexy biatch i wouldnt mind but this?? she looks like * i dont wanna say it itss just too gross*....anywayssss im shocked... she reminds me of someone in my school dats y i post this...LMFAO!!!!!!!! does guys even wanto sleep wif her??maybe too desperate...my cousin was like shivering while looking at her pic...

katrina darrell aka bikini girl and casey carlson from american idol

2009-02-09T18:28:00.000-08:00

both are models.
both can sing
both are deadly gorgoues
both got through to Hollywood

last but not least both have their own website...haha

the difference between them is bikini girl is abit wrong inside the head,trying to hard to be famous,and she has smaller boobs and so not nice in the bikini..*sorry katrina,but u really did can sing*

casey carlson is very sexy,she didnt wore a bikini to the audition and she is a better singer than katrina* katrina has sexy singing voice, while casey has strong singing voice* and casey has sexier body in a monokini... but somehow bikini girl has nice legs and i love her heels.can check them out in their website... www.katrinadarrell.org and caseycarlson.net

the difference between true best friend and fake best friend..

2009-02-08T00:05:00.000-08:00

how do u tell?? easy as A B C..the real best friend is like this

they stick by you whenever ure in a bad or a good situation
when ure acidentally pregnant,they support u in anyways and be there for you( love u gwen)
when ur in a sad moment such as break ups etc. they are the one who listen and mend ur heart after that ( love u gwen again remebr last time u brought me to digi party to enjoy myself when i broke up with this chinese guy)
they don backstab you instead they stick up fo u
honest to you even u don look good in certain clothing but not too harsh..
hates the same people.and insult the same people together ahaha..

and now for the fake best friend...very interesting tho.....

when youre pregnant they will look down and in disgust at you and say "why wanna have sex before marriage' or "next time don have unprotected sex" or "omg ure pregnant??better abort it" o________________o
they don really bother when ure upset or sumthing..
they use u when they are bored or their other so call friends are unavailable
when ure in a break up they will say " there so many guys wad??why you wanna cry over him stop crying la" (eeshhh some fren u are)
they don belanja u makan even once in a while but expect u to belanja them...(weird)
they sanggup date or hit on the guy who u really fancy...(familiar la this wan...)
they backstab you 100% insult uto other people 100%
not honest to you...

oh well dats all in my head tho ahhahhaahahah donno wad makes me to post this kind of crap...oh i was watching this movie in HBO forgot the title its about best friend and not a best friend i think ahhahaah

Lady Gaga

2009-01-18T04:48:00.000-08:00

wish i cud shut my playboy mouth~~

i love her so effin much i love her style,her songs,her beauty..she is my idol..and she camwhore really good heheh..she's HOT..guess wad,she's 20 years old ...

TIGER STYLE

2009-01-14T01:40:00.000-08:00

isnt this the wildest thing u ever seen....

strange world..half animal half human..true or fake

2009-01-09T18:42:00.001-08:00

i err really cannot believe this... i donno how true is this..its been disturbing my mind for days..fake or real....looks real sometime i feel its fake..why don u decide and comment and tell me wheter its fake or real kay..enjoy whe video tho...oh yea strangers,frens,families whoever is reading my blog may comment tho..oh yea don mind dat stupid china lady she's annoying speaking mandarin to this arabians..weird...no offense but u don go say "ne hau ne hau " at somebody who doesnt understand ur langauge..

OK THIS SHOWS I DON HAVE ANY READERS COS NOBODY COMMENTED ON THIS POST....OH WELL IM GONNA PROCEED ON WITH MY LIFE THO..HEH

most ugliest women in the world..so as they say...

2009-01-08T19:38:00.001-08:00

i was browsing on youtube and i saw this weird topic saying ugliest women in the world..so i was curious..this video is so lame...how low can people get to insult such a thing..kinda funny tho for the singing part ...sekuka sekuka~~~~~wadeverla..

high waisted skinny jeans...

2009-01-07T19:04:00.000-08:00

high waisted skinny jeans..jennifer and claudia,who wore them the best??u decide...im so gonna get this high waisted skinny jeans for my chinese new year...and of course if you wanna wear high waisted pants make sure its with heels...a big no no if u wear wif flats...saw one girl during new year eve at holiday inn and she was wearing high waisted short pants and she wore it wifh her flat pump...looks so wrong but oh well ive seen worst :D

beautiful guest decor

2009-01-05T20:03:00.001-08:00

would u want ur house table looking like this...damn nice la~~~

this wan is so elegant looking...sooooo niceeeeee

this is the cutest...loving it

pretty amor and hot nanam..

2009-01-04T22:03:00.001-08:00

kids nowadays are soooooooo adorable with their " doncha wish ur girlfriend was hot like me " Pose.. only 3 and 4 years old... both are my nieces for your information ( grab from shelley's blog) their not sisters either just cousins hehe..i don remember camwhoring wif my cousins during that age..hehe

my cousin roy and his new wife jen

2009-01-04T21:13:00.001-08:00

gorgoues arent they??i love this photo...( i grab from headsteadi"s blog)
see the old lady wearing the red skirt behind them,roy's mummy (my aunty) that was when she was disturbing ivan ehhe..i love jennifer's bouquet...

congratulation to the both of u...welcome to the family officially jennifer...heheh

my new year resolution

2009-01-04T20:33:00.000-08:00

omg, i didnt update my blog for like 100 days...was busy wif christmas,new year and my cousin's wedding....and two weeks time,CHINESE NEW YEAR....anyway,wad i like about family weddings is u get to meet relatives that u seldom meet up wif...example, hasnite( sorry,aunty donno how to spell your name properly heheh ),christine,calvin.azrul and azrin (who are from the west) ,pretty amor,chacha, sharon,jie jie girl and big boy junior and banyak la sorry for the one that i didnt mention but u are on my mind,..i only type out the earlier names cos we sat at the lamest table ahhahahahah oh and nanam oso...get to meet them anyway this got nothing to do wif the title above...

my new year resolution is>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> BE THE BEST AMONG THE BEST AND I WILL KICK THOSE PEOPLE WHO LOOK DOWN ON ME...

hahahahha....

lame post today i know...

topshop gorgoues shoes,dress and skirts

2008-12-18T19:06:00.000-08:00

   i love this purple high heels..its just so sexy and so my taste
   this is my favourite wan..they called it THE PREDATOR premium sandal

   pink shoes, and i really love the black high heels

SKIRTS

lantern mini skirt..so cute wow i like them..just like not love...

but the model above wears such nice skirts tho..

DRESS

this black one looks VOGUE..so wanan get sumthing like this

I love love love this one, so so so me, i mean i really love it,i wanto buy it..gonna ask my aunt back in london to get it cos its from topshop london...

tasty blow job,anyone?

2008-12-18T06:30:00.000-08:00

someone send me this photo last few weeks omg.....just look at that,i wonder where is this i mean this will be the best blow job ever cause it taste of chocolate and vanilla LOL..OK im not being naughty and cheeky here but its true rite instead of the human taste wan ehehhee.....the girl cant get enough until she bought two ....ahaha....well we can DIY ma, while having sex get a melted chocolate and pour on your lover's penis den lick and suck it then viola chocolate penis....:X

a bizarre dream about hunting a diamond..

2008-12-16T20:34:00.000-08:00

i had a weird dream last nite,that i was with justin looking for a diamond.....and it was at the place where someone else found the diamond ...isnt that weird..(in real life)...and i had a vision this morning when i passby padang merdeka that a hidden box is around there.and two girls found it there .god i feel stupid for not stopping haha..

sorry, today's post very lame,boring and meaningless.LOL im so out of ideas what to blog about nowadays ...*whispers* i will blog as much as i want....

when the red lights comes on i transform

2008-12-14T22:33:00.000-08:00

" i can be your addiction if you wanna get hooked on me" *sigh* i miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss HIM so effin much...dont ask why..something about him i really like i donno why,some of my friends says it could be love,some says its just infatuation..so i donno which is which all i know is i keep on mentioning your name all the time,day and night and i really hate it cause its driving me so effin crazy even i accidental mention YOUR NAME during "sometime" ..eeesssshhhh!!!( GET A GRIP CHELLE!!!)

anyway, any of you wanto win a diamond ring or sumthing from MINEX..all you have to do is answer a riddle and go find it..some treasure hunt thingy,click on my fren's blog HERE and go read the latest post and there this riddle every morning he will update all those then u can win some nice things.. anyway danity kane's song is playing in my head, "when the red light comes on i transform~~~"

hurtful guy dat really has no HEART

2008-12-13T06:20:00.000-08:00

I was so angry when my friend Joanne told me bout this guy that she really love so effin much,he treated her like a piece of shit...eesshhh some guys are arses!!!SERIOUSLY GET A LIFE !! i mean if u dont like a girl at least treat her as a friend and be nice to her..Instead,this stupid guy (whom i actually know) he insulted my friend,he even pretend he didnt even see her in front of him as if my friend is a ghost..wtf???? what hurt me the most is that he DIDNT even talk to her but he was talking to her family. Hey,to you out there i bet your reading this,or your friends are,i hope one day KARMA gets you back,GOD is looking at what you are doing,HE will teach you a lesson for being so cruel to my friend.. i just don understand why would you do such thing to her,if you dont like her at least be her friend..is it wrong to be her friend?will you go to hell or be in prison if you be her friend?no right?think of what are you doing.My friend is not a disease girl you have to treat her like that..even if she is you have no rights to treat her like that. seriously i get really hurt when i think about this kind of things..so cruel..i feel so sad for you,because you have such bitter heart,you dont have the good,kind heart soul in you.I pray you will change for the better..and guess what?i hope Joanne finds her true love and one day you instead will fall in love with her and you will regret what you done to her.Cause i believe it will happen,dont say it wont..im not gonna say your name here but you know who you are.

ivan ivan my baby ivan

2008-12-12T21:33:00.001-08:00

this is my 11 months son Ivan Chung... coming one year this 22 december.. walking up n down now easier for me to take care.. photo taken by effa during anna's party..

when we grow up,we wanna be famous....

2008-12-11T18:13:00.000-08:00

things a guy shouldnt say to a girl

2008-12-09T18:55:00.000-08:00

10. “I don’t know, what do you want to do?”Um, if we knew, we wouldn’t have asked. Plus, there’s nothing sexier than a man who can take the lead and plan a date. (Extra points for taking control after the date, too.)

9. “Shhh the game’s on.”We get it, sports are important. But shushing us even when it’s a time-out is simply unacceptable. Just give us two seconds, and we’ll let you get back to the big game.

8. “Chill Out” or “Relax”Nothing is more unnerving than being told to calm down. If you had estrogen, you’d get it. And you would also get periods, too — enough said.

7. “Smell this.”We don’t want to be treated like one of your guy friends, so asking us to smell the leftover Chinese that’s been in your fridge for 6 months or gross old sneakers is just wrong.

6. “My ex did it this way.”If you ever say this to us, we have every right to use our teeth — and then send you right back to said ex.

5. “Putting on some pounds, huh?”The way we feel when someone says this to us is the way you feel when we ask, “Is it in?”

4. “Someone needs to groom down there.”When you start offering up your junk to a woman named Helga with a vat of hot wax, you can complain about an errant hair or two on our body.

3. “I’m not in the mood.”Really? We’ll remind him of that next time you wake us up (from a dream starring Christian Bale) with morning wood.

2. “Your sister is hot.”If you are dumb enough to go there, you’re going to have to put up with listening to our fantasy that involves your brother, your best friend and maybe even your boss.

1. “Are you on your period?”It doesn’t matter if the answer is yes, no, or almost. Unless you want to buy our tampons from now until we hit menopause, you should avoid asking.

its not dat ive got nothing to post...well yea actually i done (just for today only) but i was reading my biatch fiona spoonstar's blog about this topic im posting...seriously guys,learn the right way to talk to a lady...

hot sexy potrait of my niece Madeline...

2008-12-06T19:05:00.000-08:00

dengan tidak malu sekali i go and took this sexy pics of my beautiful niece madeline from her blog...I LOVE YOU BABE!!!! got alot actually but this was my favourite...she is HOT...

GUys interested??she claims to be single..oh and btw she's in kl...and i think the photographer is mr.Siang...(isit ah babe????)

10 sign u are in love ( somehow rather i think it was) true last time haha)

2008-12-06T17:35:00.000-08:00

Sorry people, no proper blog post for today!

TEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.

NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

SIX:
They're all you think about.

FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

seriously,i was thinking bout that certain person when i was reading this but in love now with him?? i dont think so.. but i still miss him :X

girls smoking,BAD or GOOD

2008-12-05T21:33:00.000-08:00

wad do u think of girls smoking??is it disgusting?dirty to look at?

looks like a whore?or all those bad things people will say about

female smokers??

oh well,for me its nothing...so wad if girls smoke?its not that the are selling themselves..look at the guys...they smoke,some of them even take drugs..people don even condemn them but when it comes to girls....BANG...the insultation all comes out..ok its not that im a smoker i side with female smoker ok...my girlfriends gwen,tiff,and lots of the girls im friends with are smokers (well not all) ...they are students,some are already mothers..and some of them even goes to church..so,are the whores?are they dirty?obviously their not...ok,gwen's mum smoke and she is a nice good lady..a school educater summore haha.. my aunty smokes,are they bad???this is the examples im saying here heh...female smokers are not bad ...just because whores smokes doesnt mean the innocent female smokers are whores..wad about guys wearing pink?are they gay???see isnt it weird wad people judge each other but they dont realize about themselves?

ironic~~

my wishlis for christmas

2008-12-05T18:47:00.000-08:00

i owes wanted to list down wad i want for christmas...

dear santa here is my wish list:

a five inch heels (just like anna farris's)
plastic surgery for my boobs.
a blackberry(but then i will still keep my music express n twist camera phone la)
a new clothes especially mini skirts...
a laptop(i want pink in colour)
a baby girl in the future haha

so thats my wishlist,i know i wont get all of them but i'll get partly from it hehe...merry christmas everybody

back in CYBERSPACE

2008-12-04T05:46:00.000-08:00

"who ure trying to front..uh uh, know just just wad u are uh uh"

finally im back here in cyberspace blogging and onlining again~~~

donno wad to do~~tonite got early christmas dinner hahahaah wif the whole gang..cos on the actual christmas eve will be off to jakarta and next stop europe(uncle kua n his family)

oh yea my doll told me got this crazy girl's blog dat she really thinks its really ermm....weird to read at and dat girl is really a bitch..well i saw her blog and wad i saw i was like ewwww come on!!!i expect her to be those sexy pretty bitchy gilr but NOOOOO she was soooooo eww wif her zitz,ugly not stablelise hair,trying to act cute ,n no make up..come on n she is from kl summore!!!!city girl hello,ure supposr to be better from wad i see???and she was bitchin bout girls whereever she sees and sehw as like insulting saying sumthing bout fat girls haha..mean eh ahhaha....but she looks like my fren tho but nahhh my fren wouldnt wanna take photo wif a zit on her face..heh..

anyway,i better shut up now ahhahahahah....

goodbye 2008 welcome 2009

2008-11-29T17:52:00.000-08:00

bad times and good time during the year of 2008.some of them i really wish i cud turn back the time but then i learn alot from it

started from the month of January: Sleepless nights due to newborn baby,got sick everytime due to pregnancy pills,got skinnier each day instead of gaining weight(no appetite )
financially just okay but can do better,sometimes can be really broke by spending to much on uneccesary stuff,buy baby stuff (when all the milks gets more expensive),
marriage life: WAS SO GOOD TILL SOMEBODY CAME INTO OUR LIFE AND TRY RUINED IT TILL IT RUINED luckily i was able to save it, i myself tried to destroy it by getting revenge by loving someone else but realise i was just kidding myself and i will always love my husband.
my apperence for this 2008:i used to have this skin problem so after the birth of my baby it got worst but with the treatment im getting its all cleared.
my fashion sense still maintain i didnt go "kolot" even im a mother...
social life: i meet new friends,some a nice,some are bad,some are even WEIRD<----i intro to u sure u will agree
reunited wif my long lost friend ISABEL~~
now the month ofdecember:im getting more vain then ever,obsess wif my appearence,my weight,my sex life..(and its killing me cos im too obsess wif things)

i really hope the year of 2009 will be good for me especially money..I WANT MONEY MONEY MONEY ..... get lots of money!!!!

love me hate me ,or do me both

xoxo

cupcake <<<<<-----DID U REALLY THINK IM GONNA END MY POST LIKE THAT??IM NOT RUMOUR CHICK HAHAHAHA

SPEAKING OF RUMOUR CHICK,im trying to look for her original blog..anyone knows where cos i wanna read her lame stale so unoriginal blog..inform me ya hehe bye

silver bell,soon it will be christmas day~~

2008-11-28T18:40:00.000-08:00

christmas is just i think two weeks away.i so cannot wait for christmas day...i have this feeling in my tummy like im missing out so much fun back in London..the shopping,christmas spirit moods..

mummy is listening to christmas song playing outside the wet kitshen,she is cooking lunch to bring up to Borneo HIghland later on.they are always up the mountain,mum and her girlfriends will be heading the ice cold pool or loking at the gardens while dad and the mens go play some golf hah...

anyway i cant wait for christmas,its the time of the year where everybody get to have pressie and have fun hehe

HIGH HEELS FOR SIX MONTHS BABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOW!!!!

2008-11-27T18:53:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!!HOW CUTE IS THAT!!!HIGH HEELS FOR BABIES..SEXAYYY and the baby girl is sooo cute!!

PINK COLOURED HIGH HEELS..

wAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LEOPARD PRINT WOOOWWWWW!!!!! SLap me now cos i think im dreaming.. *faints*

To bad i have a son,if i have a daugther i'll definitely buy them for her for some parties sumthing hahahha..oh,its not meant for walking anyway,just a bit of a laugh,,its soft and compfy..hehe...babies from age 6 months only can wear them ...

High School MUSICAL???me watching it???

2008-11-26T19:18:00.000-08:00

i was having dinner party last week wif my dad's fren and my own frens..its the potluck gang actually..see, i was watching the advertisement on high school musical 3 in disney channel..one of the girl(my dad's fren's daughter age 16 said..EWWWWW HSM3???)

okayyy hahah i didnt kinda expected that..u see lots of my frens keep on asking me "hey,have u seen HSM3?' and i'll be like...no i havnt but inside my brain i say ...EWWWWWWW!!(hides from HSM3 fans) den all of us were discussing about wad kind of ppl will be watching this show..even a 15 year old says this.."i dont mind if a 10 year old until 17 watches it but if a 20 year old and above watches it ..its so GAY..especially for boys.my hubby watch it in his shop and they said straight to him he is gay??@@..not gay too me but kiddish??hello,HSM???theres no story line just stupid kids singing song ..if their is a story line i don mind n its so eww to look at zac efron!!!so not HOT!! bleh!!am i being racist in movies??no ahhaah just an opinion tho..to me its lame~~

but then,just look at her shoes..omy effing gawd i want those shoes...(the blonde haeded girl) not ugly vanessa hudgens shoes...is she trying to act cute???i rather watch miley cyrus than her...hah!!i rather WACTH Hanna Montanna..:X

high school musical 3...wow...its a a famous movie tho...just like sound of music...(well at least sounds of music has their story lines) :X

2008-11-25T22:26:00.000-08:00

have anyone of u seen the MOVIE the fifth comanmendt yet?its damn cool ya noe..especially RICK YUNE..damn freaking hot..i watch part of it yesterday at my hubby's vcd shop but im watching the full movie today..gosh that diana ramirez is so lucky to have kissed him in the movie..just look at that abs!!who doesnt want that kind of man ????

check out his sexy bro..omg!!!!!! oh well who ever is the lucky girl really is damn lucky haha..omg he is soooo sexy<<<<---------ok dat was utterly lame for me to say dat..

OH haIL La Senza~~

2008-11-25T19:25:00.000-08:00

La SENZA my all Time favourite LINGERIE..

i was browsing around La Senza lingerie and i spotted my very own lingerie from La Senza that i got wen i was back in london..Except for the dress that i dont have i just love it so much..im going back there next year and i am so gonna buy it..if its still there..LOL(oh,the colours are not the same the design are the same but i have deferent colour hehe)

OMG!!!!WAD IM WEARING IS ON THE INTERENT HAHAHA..<-----THAT WAS LAME..sheesshhh

this time its blonde..

2008-11-25T18:51:00.000-08:00

BLONDE LIKE THIS

OR THIS ??

I WANT SOMETHING DRAMATIC..oh well since i has a fringe might do like Tyra Banks..NOt trying to be like her tho but i like the colur .she's darker than me so if she looks nice in that colour so do i ...hyuk hyuk..

im letting everything go..

2008-11-24T04:16:00.000-08:00

have u ever wish u cud just fly away and never to return because of such certain things in life.I wish i could but i cant..I did that before and the more i run away,its deja vu all over again.And it was like that few months ago.The feeling of rush and u noe,the infatuation with a guy.But,i that feeling is all over and i am so thankful it didnt happen.When i read my best friend's gwendoll blog about her post,it really give me the inspiration dat guys (some of them) suck..well dats not it actually..wad i mean love is not perfect,not be stupid waiting for a guy who is not into u..its true tho..thank god i dont cos its a total waste of my time not worth it..
oh yea,i know a person that is single (or in a relationship) god knows..dont care.anyway,about him.ok its a him..i like him dont care wheter he likes me..he told me this last time.."dont look for them,they will look for you"..okayyy dat was weird wen he say that cause,I KNOW YOU DON WANT ME TO DISTURB YOU MA!!!and worst i owes kena BSKL by him lagi *sigh* if ure reading this( u noe who u are) ..i know im pathetic but ure still my friend tho.heh..but when he told me he wan me to fall in love wif him OMFG!!wad were he thinking?????i was *gasp* obviously duhhh in the end i confess sumthing dat i shuoldnt have hahahahah.but now its ok,im totally letting everything go and i have move on and fall back in love wif my hubby ..congrats me k..but i think all this time it wasnt love i had for u,but infatuation or sum crush.thanks for dat "thingy" tho even tho u owe me back but i don think i want it anymore haha...and u don have to ignore me nor delete me from wherever haha..but i learn sumthing from all this thank you ..ok this post is sooo out of topic and why am i posting this?i was suppose to post about sumthing else..im so mentally block now ..maybe i listen to "if i were a boy" song from beyonce hahaa..im still trying to figure out wad was it..

lazy hot sunday afternoon

2008-11-22T23:40:00.000-08:00

i cant stand the wheater..im so angry wif it..but the more i get angry the more hotter it is hahahaa..anyway,i bought a laundry cupboard haha to put all my laundry in it..my room is so damn messy wif all my clothing and my husband's one..my old cupboard memuntah all my wardrobe already not enuogh space.hah!!u can imagine how many clohting i have but still i owes use the same thing..hahahaha..oh yea AMEOBAR LAOUNGE has send me an event invitation for 18 december for the school uniform party..haha..its been so long i didnt use my uniform hahah im 21 now.haha but i plan to wear like this, mini skirt,tube top and st 3 neck tie hahahahah..i'll be the porn actress like dat instead of a skool uniform party haha ticket sold at RM30 not bad the price and then party starts at 8pm.hmmm i wanto go.hehe..The wheater is so hot i really cant stand it..My air con is full blast still not enough ahahah..

i got tagged by tantianaluv little miss sunshine~~

2008-11-21T02:53:00.000-08:00

1. 6 THINGS I’M PASSIONATE ABOUT:
sex(haha)
music
make up
photography( i love taking photos wif my gwen)
singing
foods haha

2. 6 BOOKS I READ RECENTLY:
none
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3. 6 SONGS/ALBUMS I CAN LISTEN TO OVER AND OVER AGAIN:

justin timberlake-wad goes around comes around
mariah carey-i still believe
david archuleta-crush
britney spears-womenizer
pussycatdolls-beep
danity kane-damaged
4. 6 THINGS I LEARNT THIS PAST YEAR:
becoming a mother
becoming a trustful wife(yea!!)
how to budget money
how to apply green colour eyeshadow just on the eyelid
to cut my own fringe (lol)
to clean my room the right way

5. 6 VALUABLE THINGS I OWN:
my handphone
my eyeliner
my car( my pink car)
my fake nails
my mascara(its a must)
my handbag

6. 6 PEOPLE I TAG:
joanne
cliffy
karen
Gwendoll
whoever
anybody haha

housewife?me? LOL

2008-11-20T20:27:00.000-08:00

everytime ppl ask me "wad r u dng now?" i'll answer them back "nothing just stay at home take care of my baby or sometime go out hangout wif frens.then they will be saying "waaa so nice" no its not nice,its boring staying at home waiting for money to come every end of the month.well the thing is,i wont be doing this if my music teacher didnt all of the sudden leave the music academy and they cant find any teacher who can replace me.and im waiting for next year 2009 so i can finnally get a job.at least i wont be bored staying at home.im the type that dont do housework.(sorry to say) but its just not my type of thing.Its not that im spoiled or whatsoever just that i dont.heh.Even when im back at my husband's home back in serian i NEVER touch the dishes,washing or evrEything.My mum in law doesnt mind cause as long i wash my own underwear is ok and yea thats about it.but the thing is i wont be doing that if i stay wif them la im the guest is ok.cause its not nice to see a daughter in law living like a queen haha..Oh,The purpose of blogging this is my mum is not in town so i have to take care of her cats and dog.And clean the house wash my clothing,dry the clothes,wash the cups,wad else oh yea my eyes was badly "hurt" wen i saw the disgusting stove hahahah so i clean it.well yea now its pleasent looking so at least now i dont have to do anything else.oh except taking care of my baby ."when's the second one coming?" pEOple will ask me again ,i told them "10 years time",well at least by that time i will employ a maid and let her take care of my second baby.hah!! no im not useless just that i've no patient for being a mother no no no way hah but the best part is,u get to be a young mum and i will enjoy my grandchildren next time.sheesh im only 21 and im already talking about grandchildren haha.still im not taking care of them haha.

Ivanka Trump..pretty and sexy.

2008-11-20T05:01:00.000-08:00

Ivanka Trump..Just look at her..she is so gorgoues..if only im like her i mean she is famous for her intelligence,high class,and beauty.not like other female celebs like paris hilton.Paris cannot compare to her even tho i love Paris Hilton.Like Paris is famous for her sexyniess and naughtiness but IvanKA is different.Ivanka is 27 years old,an American businesswomen and all time fashion model.and she is the executive vice president for her dad's "THE APPRENTICE " SHOW..But the truth is, i prefer Paris Hilton.She's my idol.hehe..

save money

2008-11-19T22:01:00.000-08:00

i was reading effa"s blog about saving money and how to save them..interesting tho,keep aside RM1.OO A DAY..WOW I THINK I CAN DO DAT.it will grow bigger and bigger.instead of waiting every end of the month for RM200 from my husband, better i keep RM 1.00 EXTRA HAHA.So i will get RM 200++ hahaha..good eh.about me working.nahhh not now.its end of the year soon better i wait next year lo.But i donno wad to work as.office girl?sales girl?babysit??yea rite i cant even take care of my own son apa lagi anak orang lain but then "tan lui" bo haha.see la maybe i wil,l but not too younG la scary later i'll flip heh maybe one year and above LOL..but i was thinking of working in a boutique shop and surely i'll get discount from buying there clothing.promote ma. ahhahaha..as a sales consultant oso not bad.heh pays very high.but rite now i keep RM1.00 first la hehe until next year see how much i make in the RM 1.00. LOL. summore CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming very soon again..more money to give out ang pow lagi haizz..

Secret Recipe's creation.One word,MARVELLOUS

2008-11-19T20:04:00.000-08:00

Look at those cakes..beautiful..the chocolate mud cake was on my mum's birthday when the yellow marcedemion(sorry donno how to spell) nut cake was on my parents 30th wedding anniversary.The chocolate was delicious i finished it all up.Cos nobody really likes cakes anyway while the yellow cake is nice but,went u eat too much, feels so geli.heh.Now i want chocolate *DROOL*

My New 4 Inch High Heels From SOS

2008-11-19T19:33:00.000-08:00

I may be in love with the colour Pink but suddenly wen i saw this green high heels i straight away fall in love with it and couldnt resist but to buy it..so i did. Cost me RM35.00.It was on sales anyway.The actual price is actually RM 49.90. Not bad for a discount..looks great on me too especially matches my apple green nail polish.

Beautiful White and Pink Roses anyone?

2008-11-18T20:13:00.000-08:00

i love roses.My favourite is the white roses eventhough im a big fan of the colour pink but i will always love white roses..so anybody who wants to give me roses make sure its white roses..hehe..;P

Like a Dendilion

2008-11-18T18:01:00.000-08:00

im like a dendilion.i may fly so high into the sky happily,without thinking and worrying about wads happening into my life.but sometime later i will fall back into my reality and realise this world is not wad u wish it would be..just like a dendilion,fly high up to the sky and then will fall down and crash into the ground.

cupcakes~~ i love them all

2008-11-18T04:34:00.000-08:00

i really love cupcakes..their beautiful.cute and easy to eat..hopefully easy to make to cos im thinking to change my style to cupcakes for my son'd bday instead of some normal boring cake hehe..look at all this delicious cupcakes...nyumm nyummm *drool* hahaha..see the one wif happy birthday steven..im thinking of doing sumthing like dat..nice eh? hehe

Time Flies so quickly ..

2008-11-18T03:43:00.000-08:00

times flies so fast..last year during this month i was looking at the clock thinking went will my baby will be out from my big belly.now its the year of 2008 .my my does everything in a year alot of things really happen ahha...next month december my son's one year birthday..i need to plan everything in advance.buy decoration such as ballon,ribbons,invitation card,wad else? oh..of course on two weeks before his birthday im heading for secret recipe to order chocolate cake maybe i ask them to make the cake in blue colour just like me n gwen's birthday cake..PINK. doll, both of us memang obsess with pink hehe...anyway i wanto have a birthday theme..vogue birthday party haha..oh yea and lots of candies and mask for the children..aiya can get all the nice nice cheap cheap wan at super save ler hehe...

my blog's facelift

2008-11-18T00:52:00.000-08:00

ok ok i gave my blog a beautiful facelift hahaah..bad thing bout it..i lost everybody"s link..sorry...but i will track u all down and i will put in my list again heh..not my fault ba..oh well at least i put sum bloggers link back cos i memorize them well on gwen's wan ler..ehehe..cos some i rajin go and track..wait la lazy ahahha :P..anyway joanne thanks for helping me to put my chatbox in my blog i really donno how.. den put in ur link k so i can add it in..hehe gracias...hehe

a girl's broken heart...soon to be mended

2008-10-30T20:17:00.001-07:00

as i gaze into my bedroom mirror i look at a girl smilling,putting on her mascara,lipgloss,eyeliner and latsly her green eyeshadow she loves so much and still wondering wad to wear..she may look very happy,very very happy but deep down inside her she still donno who is she really is ..and is she really happy..she is happy by giving life to a beautiful baby boy and a husband dat can protect her in every bad situation n chaos..but wad she really wants she knows she cant have..cos she noes wad she really wants is so impossible to get and to "memilliki " dat certain thing...her mind was going back into her high school life...she wish she was back there studying,hanging out wif her frens,not thinking wad to do the next day and worrying about life..all she has to do is eat sleep and study..thinking love is actually BS...who needs A boyfriend wen i can enjoy life haha..she was there..her soul was walking in her school compound chatting and laughing wif her frens.then suddenly reality hit her wen the sound of her baby crying asking for her attention... then she noes she is not there anymore..how time flies...she is now a young mother age 21 dealing wif a 10 months boy..she is happy but still not really happy cos she wish she could turn back time which it was two months ago...she wish to turn back dat time,dat day, and dat incident that happened dat month so she wounld have to face this dumb freaking annoying world ...and she wish to turn dat nite where she said the most embarrasing words to somebody she shouldn have..BIG MISTAKE!!now she is totally going crazy thinking why she said it and why she did it.dumb dumb dumb...and she heard the happiest words she owes wanted to hear BUT..was it real or fake she didnt noe..now she is in that confusing moment but she letting everything go by avoiding "u noe i noe"..oh well this is so pathetic but really gotta let things go but then her happiness is coming back again and dis time its forever.. ( i bet all of u is saying "wad the hell is she crapping about") haizz i noe hahah oh well

for the fun of it..

2008-10-26T18:40:00.000-07:00

dear gwen
I don't really know how to tell you this, but i dislike you. I think I realized it when u cuffs on me under the bus and I saw you sit on my avocado plants. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that extreme homemakeover sucks. I'm returning the couch cushion to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I will never forget a new life as a clone .

go and drown yourself
chelle.

I tag:

Anyone who wants to do this. Especially...
*gwen
*cliffy
*fabian
*serene
*whoever la ahahhha especially in my blog list heh

RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I've felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B -
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

tag by wyna..

2008-10-23T20:36:00.001-07:00

1)Some random girl comes up to you and says "who the hell are you?" what do you say?
- a girl whose hotter than u bitch..
.
2) What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
- dick( celaka u wyna HAHAHAH) my answer is food...
.
3) What does your last incoming text message say?
- message fromg gwendoll saying she missess did and dat
.
4) The last song you listened to?
- bep by pussycat dolls..
.
5) Are you in love?
- yes~~
.
7) What did you do yesterday?
- onlining,went out~~
.
8) Who was the last person that helped you stop crying?
-none..oh yea antonia cos i was msning her bout wad happen ahahah
.
9) What teacher(s) have you hated most and why?
- noresah..so old and smell of caffeine evrymorning wen she complain about me wearing black bra cos im using baju kurung wtfishh???
.
12) What do you really think happened to Steve on Blues Clues?
- who the hell r they???
.
13) Who is your most religious friend?
- hmm joanne tan???
.
15) Who do you trust most with your life?
-i err don really trust ppl nowadays
.
16) If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
- hmmm $%^$%^$^$&%& heh
.
17)what would you say if someone told you they loved you?
- well depends who say it to me..but i will reply this back .."YEA RITE!!'
.
18) What do you hate about your school?
- all are girls lameeeee
.
21) Are you taller than 5'6"?
-i have no idea
.
22) Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
- Yup.
.
23) Is there someone that popped in your mind after that question?
- Yes..
.
24) What is your middle initial?
- errr
.
25) Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
- thinking why did "dat thing" happen between %&^%&^%&%
.
26) If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
-YES SO It WONT HAPPEN...oh well things happen for a reason..hah
.
27) Can you speak any other languages?
- yup
.
28) Righty or Lefty?
- right
.
29) Have your parents ever been disappointed in you?
- hah
.
30) Favorite colors?
- pink
.
31) Favorite juice?
- strawberry
.
32) Have you had the chicken pox?
- no
.
33) Ever had plastic surgery?
- soon hahahahahaha
.
34) Who knows you the best?
-gwen
.
35) Did you buy something yesterday?
- no.
.
36) Did you get sick today?
- sick of feeling this way
.
37) Did you miss anyone today?
- yes,but i don think dat anyone misses me hahahahhaahhah dono don care
.
38) Did you get in a fight with someone today?
- not yet
.
39) Last person to lay in your bed besides you?
- leo
.
40) Last person to see you cry?
- ivan

im not gonna tag anyone sooo if u wanna do dis ok go ahead hahaha

yawn~~~~~~~~~~

2008-10-17T23:39:00.000-07:00

*sigh* another day where i get really bored wif my life..well not really i have great frens and all..nyway last nite had a birthday party at my aunty's house but the party bday girl was my mum...tonite is at my place..heheh so busy busy busy...hmmm i really need to think wad to wear tonite..cos my brain is mentally blocked..i donno wad to do..donno wad to say...all i can think of is "ahem ahem ahem" not dat la u yellow minded ppl..its about yada yada yada ahhaahahah..dats for me to noe haahha..i realise ive been stalking ppl this few days..obsession in evrything...wad a freakin day...oh yes and wad really hurt me the most IS $%^$^$(&%*^( HEh wad am i saying?ahhaha laughing my ass off..oh well it did tell u its a yawning day for me

tired night~~

2008-10-14T20:23:00.000-07:00

last nite i was really sleepy i slept really early well not early la i went out dinner wif my whole family...wad did i ordered??oh yea some lame cha bihun...we ate in BDC hahah then head to green gallery and guess who i saw???? i met yen..she cut her hair..duhh she looks more modern now cos she works in a hair salon..speaking of hair..my original hair suxxxx like piece of shit..i owes wanted to use my extension wen im out but then im so lazy to fix it myself..owes kwang will do it for me then take my photos haha..haizzz..i feel like stabbing someone now especially a certain someone lol...oh well i might as well imagine it and den im ok liaw haha..seriously i think webbie is right la..im imagine things to much and i lead myslef into this kinda things.like how u noe!!!! ^*^%^& summore he has been BSKL me this one whole week last ntie i tiaw him liaw ahhah then back to normal la we talk..webbie don kill me ah if ure reading this..paiseh nth to write ba.haha ..seriously i feel so angry all the time,small things makes me angry and i'll be the monster soon..wads wrong wif me??madeline choo please kill me i cant take it anymore..oh yea today is kwang's birthdya ho..hmmm wad to get him ah??later go atap keh suprise him hehe..i sms this morning wishing him happy birthday and he was sooo happy.. i love u too~~hehe..anyway i wanna get ready soon..wanna go out buy stuff first later i'll be back bye~~

photo photo in my blog,which is the fairest of them all

2008-10-13T22:49:00.000-07:00

which is the best ehhe...my favouriteis my bikini top...and i love the hair makeover..too bad it only last for one day cos my hair is short..hehehe..oh well hehe

the first photo was taken by gwendalyn hazel veno..i may be her actress cos she's doing movie's in her uni ehhehe if she needs me hehe

second photo was taken by my beloved fabian..even the flash lights hurt my eyes dat time i still manage to smile hehe (oh yea i didnt post the others ho heh)

third photo was taken by leo chung aka my husband he sisua hip nia using kwang's camera but seriously the photo turn out great.. too bad i don dare to ask him to be my photographer later miss ivy will scream why my portfolio like dat hehe..summore i realise my foundation is too white..not really nice pics..:P and i look so artificial..wad did ah kwang put the cam mode on???

anyway ppl keep on asking am i waring rambut palsu well only the first pic and the thrid pic nia ahhha...and the make up is alll real ah..so please don say palsu ah..ehhehe and of cos kwang got this software to hide all my facial problem dats y looks fake like doll ahhaha love the pics tho ehheh wad do u think??comment please ehhe

love,family,heartbreak and betrayal..my telenovela version ..pathetic!!

2008-10-13T19:53:00.000-07:00

gwendoll has her probs so im there to help her out..mine??who can help?????all i need to do is sleep and make myself busy so i wont have to freakin think about it..bleh~~ no use...ewww wats wif me..wad have i done to deserve this???haizzzz cant really sleep this few days...twist and turn,open eyes close eyes..worried summore!!!pregnant or not??cos havng the sypmtoms and my freakin period havnt come and worst i get angry easily now..familiar feeling...and the best thing is CONFUSION!!!DUMB I NOE..YEA GO AHEAD LAUGH hahaha...haizzz...my life is just like the telenovela...love,family,hearbreak and betrayal...and im the watak utama..but my telenovela im the villain and oso the good girl..some part im good some part im bad..dats why there's heartbreak and betrayal..and the good girl part where she falls in love but got some halangan thru her family life..sheeshhh ..crazy...yea im pathetic say it..Lord help me...haha...summore ivy( my agent) ask me to go take photo's agian..and on november got this event she doesnt wana tell me wad is it..but she told me the pay..rm200 perday..interesting..and den suddenly if im pregnant and if my belly gets big i gotta stop doing all those events oh god i hope ts false alarm...AND I DON WANNA GET PREGNANT!! ivan is enuf maybe 5 years time another child okla..but now no way espcialyy #%$#%$^$%$& meh~~ dats y i say my telenovela life is love,family,heartbreak and betrayal ahhaahhahahah..

anyway,feel hungry wanna eat bye~~

took this quiz from my darling cousin christine..boring boring bah~~lol

2008-10-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
oh well..kek kin nia lo..love him too much to leave him..stupid?i know..its called love..lol

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be someone like paris hilton..

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
nobody..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
shopping,buying all my favourite la senza bra
s n panties even tho i have alot..still i wanto and go round the world..

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
im in love wif gwen already..she's my bestfren~~

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone..

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
hmmm hahahaha...how long till i get sick and bored of waiting la ahhaha

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
still kek kin nia lo..wad to do.. *hit myself on the head*

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your bf/gf or an actor/actress?
duhh obviously an actor...

10. Will you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
oh hell ya i will especialy IF HE'S DA ONE WHO DUMP ME'but too bad i dint...(Christine,u noe who im talking bout rite ahha..yes he still does calls me..)

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
donno..maybe alone like shit i or still together wif my hubby or someone else or pregnant wif a second child..lol donno i noe i wil still be pretty and young :P

12. What's your fear?
I fear something dats about to happen soon..(wad am i saying?)

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she didnt tag me i gago wanna ambik jak heh..but then she has sexy curls..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
married ,single and rich..poor??crazy kah

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
get up and carry my ivan downstairs n think about wad to do later on

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes.always will

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
errrrr...see la..but got kah love two person in one time??unless ure wif someone else but u love someone else and ur not in love wif the someone ure wif cayak ku..

18. WOuld you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
Yes.oh well depends i still curse my ex sumtimes...FCUK #%$r#%#%$ there haha

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
both..i guess..haizz hin ah

ok now i wanna tag ppl now..eh..noneed la whoever wana take this quiz ambik jak iboh malu malu heheh..

chok yu wee

2008-10-11T21:10:00.000-07:00

this is my hubby's niece litle girl named chok yu wee aka joey..we call her joey ehhe she is sooooo adorable,my ivan loves to "attack " her and she freaks out wen he does..she's one year old..suateng girl..heheh from 32 mile serian ehhehe...just look at her she is soooo cute..heh...

laziness in me

2008-10-09T19:09:00.000-07:00

ok ok i noe some of u already asking me "why havent update blog" and "where's yu wee's pics??u suppose to blog bout her" and again " i tot u tag urself in dat single mother(molly)blog u wanna post ur handbag" hehe yes molly i will post later.yes darling frens i wil post evrything from yu wee to my handbag..im just so lazy and wanna hide inside a shell or ask the whole world to swallow me up for being the most dumbest girl ever..thnaks to gwen!!doll u owe me alot!!!oh well wad to do?? hope our happy days remain hahaha oh yea it will come and go again..ahhaha anyway i noe ure reading this NOW so better tell me wen u wanna go watch house bunny??eee dat movie should be good..heheh..i don want watch high skool musical la..if u wan u go wif the other girls lo heh can or not ehhe??don be mad hee..nyway..okok dear readers(if i have) known and unknown(maybe none at all)i will blog about baby yu wee and my handbag as u requested ..L.O.V.E oh yea i love that song from shontelle layne- tshirt..with nothing but ur tshirt on~~

back to civilization

2008-10-06T17:16:00.000-07:00

finally im back after so many weeks in suateng..lol...tired,boring,and geram over there..pelik aiii since wen my mum in law comment on my dressing??i been wearing the same style for one year and she nvr say an thing maybe she see herdaughter semakin skibang so she wan me to be skibang!!( meaning kolot) for goodness sake she made me wear a ugly pants its really ugly..so i had to ignore my hit pants for one week ahahaha..my hubby waslike "aii nevermind la wear saja biar them" i did biar them orite i wore my minnie mouse pants at least more stylish but it was short but not as short as my hot pnats bleh,.,... and again,i show gwen the pants i wore cos i took a pic of it and mms to her she was LHAO!!!!urghhh..not gonna post the pics her..nobody will see me dead in that pants...overther no streamyx,no line sometimes and worst no air cond!!my poor baby boy suffer kepanasan in the afetrnoon but very cold la at nite..kampung ma..and im so scared la ,have to go toilet must go outside...the toilet is outside..eeshhh...so everytime i pee inside the baby pot..hehehehhe...easier..ahhaha..anyway granma in law is getting worst gonna visit her again this afternoon and go atap keh to get money...ahow did a odd job during raya eve and today getting his salary..he followed his fren's dad to work dat nite..carry tables sumthing like dat donno la heheh..poor ah kwang got kan by his dad cos he came back late weird la ahaha..oh yeah wen i was manicuring my nails,my sis in law said,not good cos u already have children if u do ur nails..i was like o_O...and i was talking to her about make up cos i saw a make up advertisement she said susahla wear make up...but she's okla her thinking is kinda very decent la so nvrmnd la.heheh i like her anyway but i don like the other sis in law very pruod just bcos she married a city guy @_@ and worst she say stying at serian will make her suffer..omgggg ur own house u say like dat lol..teruk eh...anyway i took a photo of my little niece,im the Q-may ma..hhehe gonna post it here soon and blog bout her cos there lots of story bout dat little baby ehhehe

selamat hari raya...

2008-10-01T09:36:00.000-07:00

tired,sleepy,and so full.went visiting,then wento buy stuff. i bought ivan a pair sport shoes..cost rm25.90..yes kinda expensive for a kids shoe and i bought myself a handbag pink in colour cost me 24.00..well it was actually 28.90 so i bargain they were like ok heheh...hmm wento uncle danny's house for bingo..eeshh only won rm24.00 nia..heh cos i wont twice and then i chicken out i don dare to play again in case i loose the money..mum and dad won one time nia ahahahhah...but then they play until finish lo..heh i coward out on the 7th round..hehehe...tmrw gng back to serian wont be on the net for a while..please do miss me yea dear readers ehheh..i miss...some1 rite now so much..a fren actually...a fren...haizzz im so tired i really donno wad to do now ok bye bye

MACIBAIBOKLASI KANASAIKISILANGLAUSITKIA!!!

2008-09-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

im sooooo pisst off wif this fucking asss bastard motherfucker guy...macibai later ah i hope ure reading this ahhh i noe u will wan...u hvnt seen the rest of me yet..u think im a girl and u think i am sooo innocent meh??ehhh don look down on me ah...don u dare say things bout me behind my back and don u dare go say anything to ppl about me saying im a R%^$^$^$W&E^ wad wad wad..say to me now..comment me or best i go find u in ur house WANT OR NOT???easy..COME OUT NIA!!!!!MACIBAI..u think ure So pai meh..kns liawliawlang kong lu knssssss eh..lu ban ban tan la lu si pai lang tohhh huekkk wa kua lu ay bin ..tu bey engtau kns piet ay bin!!!!sio chabo sukak lu???tolong la wa ay pengui kong lu a style kns bo SKILLS!!!!LAUYAAAAAAAAAAAA..lu tan ah later im gng out i look for u..i dare come find u wan..even wen im alone or a girll niaaaa...its not bcos of my husband im so kelengkaysi!!i memang benci ppl say things bout me and worst if lie to me..nasib u nvr lie to me ah if u evr..ur blood will be on my hands by now...U WAIT I DON WANT SAY UR NAME U NOE WHO U R...I HATE U!!!and u watch out for ur car ahh..i see it u noneed to drive home liaw..KHA HO MATA LA IM SCARED..MATA TU KONG LU SIAW!!!guess wad ah kwang say u SHITTTTTTTTTYY ASSSS BASTARD ..NO WONDER AH UR GIRLFREN LEFT U LA..HAHAHAAHAHA BO SKILLLLLLL!!! LAI AH..song boi??u see later in real life u more song see me..MORE SONGGGGGG I TELL U..PUEY LUI SUMMORE RMN3000 AI MAI..ai lah,lu aney u lui ho wa ma if not give me ur HEAD LA!!I DISPLAY ON MY HOUSE WALL.CIBAIKIA

gwendon be sad,im here for u

2008-09-28T00:35:00.001-07:00

my poor gwen,wen u called me just now i tot wad happend paduhal u call me to ask wad did i do to forget "u noe who'" wen he gave me those totally silence attitude heh after @#$@$@$@hehe..well,i just remind my self he is a ermm not interested in me ..i er.ok so the one week he owes msn me call me all those "nice" things after dat u noe wad happen rite hehe den nothing lo like non exist like dat..does are the days wen u go WTFFFFFFF..now its happening to u yea i noe its hard but then i just hope u get better faster like me..i used to get hurt about it but now i just don bother (psst warning he will sms u again wen he wants u) so don fall for it k..i noe i dint lol we're so dumb la back to high school feelings lol..anyway doll i hope evrything wil be better maybe he has no credit left or wad but then he's a snake~~ heard of a charming snake will charmed his way to your bed??dats wad he is hehe..tmrw we will meet up k doll and we will talk all about ur experience u had last week hehe..kiss and tell??lol remeber doll i love u sooo much and i will owes be there for u hehe ..anybody hurt u i will hurt them back wif my charm heh..

wad would you do??wen guys give u mixed signals??

2008-09-25T00:29:00.000-07:00

wad would you do if u like this guy so much and u really treat him so nice such as owes sms him calls him and msn him yada yada yada~~then suddenly he starting to avoid u well not really avoid la its like he don really talk to u anymore like he used to..(somebody i noe???) and after few dates wif him he totally like "dumps" such as not couple like such as frenship like dumps u..well then u are not alone dear girls...evrybody goes thru dat stage of adulthood and relationship aspecially wif guys..this happens to me 1000000 times..so i dare say this" been there done that" guys sometimes are soo weird well not all but then wen u realise thy r not returning ur calls all those shites..u think to yourself,maybe i shud stop msn him,sms him and call him..no points wif this kind of ppl..but wen u do dat..walao ehhhh the damn bastard stars calling u all the time,sms all those..and guess wad he wil ask you?? "hey how come u don call,sms,msn me anymore" wtfishhh!!! ok then ur hopes start climbing again u do the thing again by calling him then he start ignoring u again..back to square one..girls u noe wad??IGNORE THE DAMN FREAKING GUY AND MOVE ON!! some girls are strong like me some are soooo weak until thy really hope until i donno (god noes went)..haizzz..seriously..i meet lots of guys doing this to me..oh yeah how i feel wish i could tear them apart....@#$@#@..especially wif that certain someone rite now..oh yeaaaaa another one..don EVER FALL FOR THIS TRICK..sex!!!thy go out wif u,have sex wif u,and only contact u wen thy want sex and say thy love u ..puke!!!! reminds me of someone lol..i was sooo niave to believe that lol luckily someone came to rescue me from all that ahahaha...oh well dats y i don really care about guys wanting me to go out wif them..who cares wan don want i don care..wanna get naughty together ok lets go but wad i see in u..PLAYER!!dat wad i see in u..ohh in my fren's blog,i read one of his fren comment sayIng only guys dat love there gf will have sex wif them...lol let me say this out loud..CAN I PUKE IN UR FACE???grow up!!i tell u if there is guy s only wanna have sex wif the girl they love omfreakin goat!!i will definitely go block my vagina n nvr have sex again..seriously i bet this guy is wayy old..old i tell u and he is soooo lame..ughh... only have sex wif the girl THEY LOVE OK YES IT CAN HAPPEN BUT...IN THE PAST DEFINITELY U HAD SEX FOR FUN ...no way ure soooo kuai until like dat KANASAI!!guys sorry...but dats wad u r..anyway wad i just wanna say cos i have lots of heartbroken frens out there..its ok ure not alone,dis is life learn from ur mistake hopefully it wont happen again and u noe the sign wen this ppl comes into ur lifes again..i noe some is still in my life but i play arnd wif them(wont say the name,u noe who u are hehe)..u play my game i play your game..*winks* but im posting this for girls who are still mentah in this things really..

my darling say i macam macam lol

2008-09-23T18:48:00.000-07:00

"first you want boob enlargement ok i will give u the money,second the pills u wan for ahem there..now u want follow me do tattoo"..lol!! dats wad he said to me just now lol..i wannnnntttttt....(i think i gila oso la)ask andy to do..hey i intro andy to him wan ba..i wan him to tattoo my hubby name and my ivan's name ..at my back..ok im following kris kerdashian's style..her two daughter's name on her back..interesting tho andy's tattoo us verrry nice..aunty jenny been asking me to support he rson well ok ok lo..since my hubby was his customer before now he gng back again and im gng to be the virgin on tattoo..lol first timer..eeee wonder how it feel...again family!!shhhhhh but then don want la ....lol..oh yea my hubby claim 3000 from some ass again yesterday( been sexual harrasing me on the phone so knot tahan liaw)..eesh..sapa suruh..

today is wednesday

2008-09-23T18:21:00.000-07:00

so so so boring~~~early morning im already piss lol..anyway later at 11am gng for ivan vaccination his 9 mth..and tonite i think got plan depend on my darling wad he wanan do..maybe go limteh wif frens i guess..gwendoll have to study ~~so don think u cant join..next week i wont be arnd doll...gng to my inlaws there at 4 th mile..visiting is granma..very tenat liaw~~so batter go see her lo..and tehn up to serian ..blehhhh....dnt like...hope clarence brng hia laptop then cn online wif u lo hehe n talk craps about recent ppl lol...after i come bck we go shopping,go drink hehe....love ya dolll see ya after next week..i noe ure reading this lol..

my dear fabian dont have to be angry anymore~~

2008-09-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

went i read ur blog i totally understand how u feel..haizz..its kinda funny,and unsatisfyng too about your recent post bout so and so..wonder who is dat..nevermind im ur fren and will owes be there for u..i hope u feel better and i hope u think twice bout ending the frenship..nevermind ler..but then i totally noe how u feel when i read it....its ok..but is it really gonna be 10 years time avoiding her??well i hope dat she will change for the better and then i hope ur frenship will blossom again..hehe..don get angry ya fabian,just hope dat evrything will be ok..don think too much and im also in a anger management wif some asshole rite now.~_~.. meh~~chap siao la hehehe...anyway i love u k,im ur fren and i will lend a helping hand and a ear to complain..???...does dat sentence even exist lol...

do i really bother if there is a title...

2008-09-20T23:42:00.000-07:00

FCUK STTREAMYX FCUK MSN...i telah memalukna diri sendiri wif msn today..i tried to msn my frens cos thy replied me so i wanna reply ma but then cannot send MACIBAIIIIIIIIIIII sooo i said all the vaul word is msn and send to them la cos i noe cannot hantar ma..then i type stupid wan to my fren ahahaah then can hantar..omfreaakin GOAT!!terhantar..ahhahahhah h well at least it wasnt send to "u noe who" well dat asshole hasnt been onlien for a week well maybe he blocked me SO WAD I DON FREAKIN CARE!!!!!donno wad t post lol..well msn better now lol

the hardest thing from 98 degree

2008-09-20T00:57:00.000-07:00

i love dat song its very nice and sad actually..wen i listen toit i feel so..like...wanna...cry~~lol..just kidding i just feel if im in dat situation maybe i noe *ahem*..today is saturday..my favourite dat of the week..mum in law called today saying about the marriage thingy and asking how is ivan yada yada yada.and hen she ask ahhow to visit his grandma at 4 1/2 mile flat..heard dat she is ~~~~~~~~~ soon so make an effort to go and visit her even i don even noe her.heh..will be gng on monday i think..haizz..oh yea i hope ahkwang wanna follow go serian wif us on monday..huhuhuh no online for twodays..sob sob..gona miss my internet..haizz..eh can go cc ba lol..so desperate meh..ahahah..oh well..im sure this year will be attending funeral soon..since my mum in law said dat her mum is you noe..not nice saying it rite.well she is veryyyyy old anyway..almost 90+++..very old..i remember during my wedding she got stuck in the toilet i mean her legs got jam..until evrybody had to pull her up..but sh eis a very alert lady not the nyanyuk like my dad in law mum..dat is only 60 plus veryyyyy ishh..geram i see her..lol...well wen i go back to serian i wont be seing her cos i think either sh eis still in jb or miri..either both donno don care lol so bad hahahaha...nolah its dat very hard to communicate wif her u say A she say J..peliklah..funny..u say W she say U hahaha abit babo oso la hahaha and very mean...who cares anyway i really donno wad to blog but to menyindir ppl saja..bad girl michelle bad girl...well i am a bad girl..*roll eyes*and *bitchy body movement and smile* lol...ok back to my listenin to my song..the hardest thing by 98 degrees..sigh~~~

confusion between my marriage cert

2008-09-18T21:44:00.000-07:00

i wento st joseph church office just now to settle ivan's baptism thingy..wad i didnt noe is father martin didnt put the right chop on the cert and didnt put my marraige date...the clerk adn the preist over there were like totally shock at father martin's job..ITS INVALID TO JPN if there is no wedding date..no wonder this father martin insist us to baptise ivan in sriaman ..wtfishhhhhhh noway im goin dat far..i bet jpn dint even aprovve my marriage and den he didnt wanto let us noe about it...so wen i was at st joe fr. albert was like "my dear, ur marriage may be invalid to jpn if like this,we have to investigate"..haizzz well he didnt say investigate he say we have to call up fr martin and ask why he didnt give me a family record book..all the process was wrong..or maybe my marraige was a SCAM!!!! lord help its enuf wad i haven been thru now this lol..oh well my ivan's parent is stil us anyway ehehhe but then i may be single ahahahahahah..hmmm..why ah he didnt do all the process properly..but then alot of ppl donlike him..even the staff in st joe church..wow ppl dislike a priest well he is very strange at some point..like dis..how can he do such important mistake
..lol..haizz i will find out soon.now im concentrating on ivan 's baptism this sunday briefing next sinday is baotism day..hmm wad to wear lol..ok then here's all for now..love ya ..muahhhhhhhh

boobs enlargement..donno until how many size up ehhe

2008-09-18T04:01:00.000-07:00

im gonna get my boobs enlarge..oh yeah adn down there pure tight lol..get wad i eman..ok i sound very pervertive but this is recommended for every mothers in the whole~~ahhow gonna give me the money to buy the pills eheh...okok so some of u gonna say..why boobs enlargemnet ok wif or thightening the vagina..well just cos im still young..oh gosh my boobs are like ewww..and er..to make my sex life more fun??heheh..ok so wad if i activate some sex perverts,this predator can touch me..hehe..but then even tho without the pills on tightening dow there is also still ahem tight??ehehe..heard soemeon said dat to me i was like in my heart..REALLY????i ask my hubby he said YES!!!walao lol...i cant believe dt ahahh ok this subject is only strictly for 21 and above..not allowed to be read by students heheh well if thnk u can handle this topic ok then..well then about the boobs enlargement thingy..the reason i wanna have it big cos i think i will feel sexy n confident and not wif this boring saggy boobs of mine..and i don like it..since the day i gave birth,my boobs totally chnge..hello imnot those mums dat don care about their looks after marriage and birth..i watch this series called i think i love my wife..well u noe wad i mean..see his wife hehe..don wanna say it here its kinda rude..well imean for my generation..don compare wif our parents generation ..abuthen my real mum must be very rebellious ehehehhee..heard she wadlike dat..well like mum like daughter.ehheehee..anyway i still love my this current parents.ok this topicw asnt about dta..its about me getting the boob thingy..wads wif me im so totally out of freakin ideas to say..well alot of my frens askingme why while sum supporting me hehe...no im not gonna use my new boobs to show off to guys..well..ehehehe.mayeb wif a cute low cut tp maybe but im not gonna be like pam anderson..its just at least i have nice boobs dats all..heheh nth to blog eehheh dats all for now love ya muahhhh

ah pui KAYPO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-17T19:29:00.000-07:00

i really benci this ahpui u noe hishhhhhhhh..kaypo kns...really..yesterday i didnt call ah how dat im gng out ma..no need ma..need to meh..i go out for a while ba..so saw ah ppui in star as usual evryday since lasttime he go watch movie alone..LAMEEEEEEE..see ah kwang didt even follow him..meh~~he ah..so weird la...i prefer ahh khai then him ahahahahaha..dis ahpui really ihe ask em where im gng so i tell him lo..mana tau (but then i suspected it) he go tell ahhow im here there here there...and u noe wad..as ussal his eyes ahhh..i feel like wanna scold him liaw and then he from lasttiem follow me here n there wan..even if i say bye bye to him..like dat time wen ahhow was still at star,i drop him there this ah pui go to my car and talk to me i oso donno wad to talk to him...wen i say i wanna go now he still at the window there ahhaha..i bet if i tell ahkwang he will laugh..funny ppl all around me lolz...ishh..this reminds me of someone dat call me yesterday *puke puke puke* hahaha...so not gng to blog about it..noway ahahahah

motherfreakin elevator in star..ewwww

2008-09-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

freakkyyyyyy..wads wrong wif the lift...evrytime like dat..twice lagi..the lift wont close,wont go anywherre..and will stop at number 2..wad the hell..ishhh....scary dahlah got ptyscho freaks lagi hisshh..okok..im very paranoid but then its really freaky bah...haizzz..imagine if got crazy sex maniac int here..or flasher..i don wanan experience dat agin..no way..like htis girl she was inside the lift alone then a group of malay guys pull her out and rape her lagi...apalah..eh i cant belive got pl read my lame blog la..dahlah i got nth to blog about justa about my lame day at some places..oh yeah i saw abunch of malay pondan EATING!!!!so open lagi .omg..i noe them dats y ahahha..scary la not scared kah them..haizz..im sleepy so i wanna sleep now blog again tmrw ya..for those of u who reads my lame blog..thnk u thnk u..love you all so much.....VERY MUCH!!!!:)

confusion between irene and angela...

2008-09-15T23:40:00.001-07:00

thsi is really confusing..few days ago i called up the st joseph parish office to cehck out abouyt the babies baptism..cos i need to baptised him before his godfather goes away on a holiday again..so this month is the best mth..ok here goes..irene said i need to pay rm20 to get teh family record book..and then i call up angela again she said rm10..wtfishhhhhhh???nak ney benar tok???really im so blur and then i have to photocopy my hubby n my birthcert again..and then ivan's brith cert too. oh yea ic and mariiage cert..omggg.... why make life so diffucult..fatehr martin shud have gave me earlier on...now after all this i need to go back to singgahsana(name of a lodging house) to tell uncle donald again bout the briefing thingy...cos i need to get his signature bla bla bla blablabalabla...haizzz..tired..this reminds em of my working days..up n down but this time no baby in the tummy LOLZZZZZ.so its briefing again this sunday 21 and baptism da on 28..wow my limteh day...after dat go lunch la...so at nite no program i can go limteh..oh eya,,im getting money too from hubby.and gonna get my boobs enlargement..meh~~ hope all goes wwell..family memebers,if u reading this bout my boobs thingy..keep it low...no spreading the news..heheehhe

my sexiness can turn a gay guy into a straight guy

2008-09-14T20:51:00.000-07:00

hahhah okok..this wad happened..dat day kan me n gwen wento atapkeh (carpenter street) ma..so wen i saw ahkhai he stopped and we talked..i realise his eyes were loooking at "that" direction..but it was ahkhai he is gay ba..so i dit even bother bout it..mana tau he go tell ahbert n ahkwang dat i was soooooooo sexy..ahbert told me and ahkwang told me yesterday the way he said it..so lut hahahah...wen i told my hubby bout it he laugh his freakin aass off..haiya we're all frens ma..lain la if strangers memang la he get angry ahahah or if i complain...then this werido ahbert go ask me am i lonely this few wekks so i say kinda..and he ask me look for ahkwang..wtfffff..noway..hahah ermm well ahahah NO!!hahaha..:p well the weird thing is i owes wear low cut wad takkan la this is the first time ahkhai realise??hahaah pelik dat guy...oh yea during dat nite..noonder i heard sum freakin sound from a guy calling me ..it was ahkwang la..aduhh please la all of u..cal my name..or cupcake at least i noe ure calling for me ahahaa..tatiok wa bo hiu lu la wa mana ay cai si lu kio wa ah kwang sayanggg..haizz..adn then i talk so loud to ahpui again asking..eh tolok ai bey hunki ah..kns ahhahaa..haizz..i missss somebody i relly really like :(..oh yea lastnite..suppose to go out but hubby came back ...hmmmm well then dats all la..mind blank liaw..blockage..me wanna melamun cinta

the story of gwen and chelle's life...

2008-09-13T01:02:00.001-07:00

yesterday gwen and i wento star cineplex..tot of watching some movie before heading off to mojo..butthen wen we saw the timing,its so not our time..we wanted to watch sex in the city ah but the...donn want la so we went out to the donno wad they call it and took some pics n #$%#$ and then ambik angin hhaaha....the view was like omg!!! so romantic n then memories came into our minds..elaine,nick al those all of us use to hangout there b4 he go catch our movie n thensuddenly reality hit me..my hp rang,my hubby called asking me where am i so i say at star..den we talk for 15 minutes den we hang up..then gwen suggest wad to do den we wento atap keh(carpenter street)saw ahpui selling bublle tea and saw ahkhai running down the street..heheh didnt see my ahkwang at all bet he is upstairs inhis shphouse plyng psp..well there were lion dance and minister came to see the mooncake festival...it was okok la just dat some slowmotion ppl walk so slowwww..haizzz,then we wento mcd,.oh gosh memoriess came into my mind again way me and my ex use to hangout there every friday..hmmm...and then oso me gwen and elaine use tohangout there..so okok last nite was memory nite ahahah..so gwen this wednesday jak we go watch movie den afetr dat go my house den go soho..oh yea we endde gng to soho instead haahah..but we left early cos it got noiser and more ppl..we only go there for drinks and talk bout wads happening in our life..hmmm so its happening again this wednesday since its ladies nite we can drink as much as we one since its free...oh yea did i tell the story yet anyway wen we were at star bunch of freaky malay guys was disturbing us on the road and it ws scaryyyyyyyyy..kekkinnia lo...and then the motherf%^&*^* lift..omg stupid lift..we went in then it didnt move so i press lG den it wen to number 2 den open den it wen to number 5 wtf????? then i press lG it wento number 9!!! wad is gng on wif the lift it was so embarrassing..and then inside the elevator gwen remind me aboutthe youtube thingy..urghhhh why la noneed to remind me ok i was like so already scared sheesh....plus got bunch of malay guys wen inside again ishhhhhh eww..haha..don wanna experient dat agin this wednesday..the worst is we wen up number 9 twice..i was like SHITTTTTTTT!! wtf is wrng wif this lift??..finally the lift was like ok liaw..ishh luckily i wasnt alone i think i will totally cry if dat happen to me alone ahhahahah..hmmm...gwen and i was totally freaked out ahahaha..stupid things we do together huh doll haha..again today justin invite me out again..aiyo u ahh owes wrng timing wan la mr.yeo.hahaha twice again u call me ho i owes reject srry lo im not free sumore tonite i got plans liaw..wednesday wana watch movie wif us or not? u ,me n gwen lo(don go tell me u got class again ah)..wan tiff to go or not eheheh jkjkjk..ermm nyway if u reading this doll,wednesday we confirm liaw ok.. lovelovelove~~~

this is the wad guy wants or guy survey myths hehe got this from a website too..

2008-09-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

There are many myths regarding male sexuality that aren't examined in most medical journals: Do men prefer larger breasts? Do men lie to get women into bed? Do all men love porn? Here are some of the most common male sexuality myths that the AM Great Male Survey will either prove or debunk.

Number 10: Men like big breasts( and i want big breast too)
It is true that many men are fascinated with and love breasts, though this may or may not refer specifically to big 'uns. In previous studies it has been shown that around 25% of men preferred large breasts; however, another study contradicts this, giving a 65% appreciation rate of well-endowed women. Studies on human sexuality often focus on attractiveness in general, including breasts as part of the whole package along with intelligence, symmetry and personality traits (such as a good sense of humor), so it is not clear exactly how many men simply love big breasts.

Other studies have shown women mistakenly think men like bigger breasts more than they actually do, and women believe other women prefer bigger breasts more than they actually do. The general perception among women is that men prefer larger breasts in a sexual partner, which explains why more and more women are getting surgical breast enhancements. According to plastic surgeons, however, they do as many increases as they do reductions. This reinforces the idea that breasts are at least perceived to be an important factor in sexual attractiveness.

The "deep-down inside" reasons supposed for men preferring large breasts is A) Big breasts are a demonstration of fertility and the mammary abundance to suckle offspring; and B) The "mother" factor (see Freud and suckling as an infant, men are obsessed with boobs since they spent so long with their mouths wrapped around them as babies).

Number 9: Men hate using condoms
Condoms are life-saving devices, but not all condoms are created equal. Opinions differ between men and women regarding their value, but most people generally agree that condoms are a bit of a pain. However, this being said, part of their appeal is their safety, and fluid capturing qualities. Because of the variations in opinion, AM has deemed it a necessary topic to discuss in our Great Male Survey -- do men hate using condoms?

Number 8: Men lie to get sex
It is true that some men lie to get sex, but how many men do it? What kinds of lies do they tell? A lie can be as simple (but as mean) as telling a woman that you love her so that she'll be bubbling with delirious happiness and sleep with you right away (yeah, right), or as devious as, "No, I'm not married" or "My Lamborghini is in the garage at the moment, so I had to borrow my butler's car."

It isn't an honest representation and, if she found out, it would more than likely cause more trouble than the sex (if you got any) was worth. Lying to get ourselves places is part of being human. Deception for reproduction could be blamed on our basic instincts. However, let's not go there. The results of our Great Male Survey provide us some clues as to whether men lie much to get sex.

Some interesting studies performed at the Texas State University showed that people lie all the time, every day in fact. People who don't lie -- and tell the truth no matter what the consequences -- often had very limited and difficult social lives. However, the way men and women lied differed: Men lied to make themselves appear more impressive (read, to make women want to sleep with them), and women lied to save people from hurt feelings. It could be assumed from this that people who tell the truth all the time hardly ever get laid.

Number 7: Men don't last long in bed
This myth is clearly untrue, but how untrue? How long do most men last in bed? A survey of sex therapists revealed that they believe the optimal length of sex is three to 13 minutes. This does not include foreplay. Each couple has their own time averages, and this depends on each individual and of course other factors that come into play, including energy levels and sexual desire. People often think that "everyone else" (who exactly are these people?) is having better, longer and more sex than them, when in reality this is generally untrue. As long as you both get your rocks off, everybody is happy.

Number 6: Men dodge birth control responsibility
Men have often taken the brunt of women's complaints against them regarding whose responsibility birth control is. It just so happens that women have more options available to them (the pill, the injection, patches, implants, diaphragms, IUDs, female condoms, sterilization, etc.) than men (condoms, sterilization, possibly the male pill, withdrawal).

This means that the responsibility for birth control nearly always falls on women by default. However, in our modern era, use of condoms is still the main form of contraception, followed closely by the pill. This means that equal responsibility should be in place, but is it?

Number 5: Men don't care whether or not their partners orgasm
It has often been noted by men that they care very much whether their partners orgasm during sex or not -- it is well up there in the "being successful" realm. Being selfish in bed is generally frowned upon by both genders. According to some studies regarding the faking of orgasms, it was deemed very important for men to bring their partner to orgasm so the women didn't stray to get their rocks off elsewhere. Theoretically, men care whether their partners orgasm, but is this true in reality? (like duhhh my hubby let me reach orgasm first )

Number 4: Men love porn
It has been noted by a great deal of research that men are sexually visual and women, not so much -- fMRI scans revealed higher levels of activity in two parts of the brains of men, not women, during visual tests. However, this research only proves that men like to look at their partner/women, watch what they are doing and appreciate visual sexual stimulation. This does not directly refer to the watching or viewing of pornographic material. And it does not take into account the fact that many women also like to watch.

The research so far has not concluded whether, in general, men love porn or not. Some men do love porn, but how many men view pornographic material regularly and love it? It is true that some love it, others don't mind a bit of this and that, and others still find it distasteful and/or unappealing. AM answers some of these questions and finds out once and for all if men love porn as much as everybody thinks they do.

Number 3: Men fear anal stimulation (by someone else)
The topic of male anal stimulation has been hot on the lips of everyone lately -- are men really afraid of it? The fear of being labeled "gay" is the main area of concern cited in male anal stimulation, and thus far has been the primary deciding factor. However, the sexual education of the population has increased somewhat, and now most people know that this supposed legendary power of anal sex to "turn someone gay" is false. In fact, many gay men don't even like anal sex, and don't participate in anal activities at all.

The sexual benefits of erotic prostate massage and prostate "sex" are beginning to see the light of day and have encouraged many more men to feel less afraid of being magically turned into a pumpkin, or a homosexual, and they've taken the plunge. Regardless, there is still a thread of "anti" about the whole issue -- but does it still exist? ( i do anal sex so is my hubby gay??) hahaha

Number 2: Men exaggerate their conquest stories
It is commonly acknowledged/assumed that men don't always tell the whole truth when retelling their stories of feminine conquests. What really happened and what they say happened may not match up at all or may just be a little off from the truth (i.e., "I pounded her for hours in 20 positions," as opposed to "We made beautiful love for half an hour/five minutes in the missionary position, and then snuggled," which is indeed far more likely).

Even further from the truth is bragging about sex that didn't happen, and was never going to happen. This may occur after a promising date that only produced a disappointing peck on the cheek at the end. This myth ties in with Male Myth No. 8, where men wish to appear more successful than they are -- only this time it's to other men. This myth is all about competition and success, and the "measure of a man."

Number 1: Men want bigger penises( girls loves it too) haha
Many men are a bit shy about their penises and they want to know how they measure up against other men. Most men fall into the "average" category, neither large nor small, but they don't know it. They believe that they must measure up to their perception (via porn and general "ideas" blown around in the wind) of what is a "good" size penis. The size of a man's penis has been routinely touted as his sole tool to please a woman, by other men. However, ask any woman and she will probably say that size matters a bit (it has to exist), but skill matters a lot more, no matter what the size.

The size of a penis can vary greatly from man to man, and averages fluctuate across ethnic backgrounds. The average size of an Asian man's penis (5.33 inches) is smaller than their African counterparts (6.89 inches). Caucasians fall in the middle somewhere (6.22 inches), and Hispanics just under that (6.15 inches), with Native Americans less lengthy (5.66 inches).

These, of course, are just averages, and averages are taken from large, medium and small -- everybody is different and penises, like people, come in all shapes and sizes.

msn malfunction

2008-09-11T02:52:00.000-07:00

i was like this morning wanna open my msn and see wheter my frens were online ...tengok2 cannot online from 9 am till 12pm i was like "macibaiiiiiiiii" then oklo i kek kin nia lo so i wen to my room put on my make up and wear my nice clothe and then took pics ahahahah cos oso later going out am..suppose go atap keh tonite for mooncake festival my dear ah kwang is selling..donno wad he selling la..i wann go there look for the cat whiskers wad ever its call la..haih...joan again ask me about "u noe who" cannot say the name ah joan..danger...dat person will see ..haih..and then just now justin call me ask me wana go out this afternoon wtf is so hot la please la just becos he baru habis class..so oklo i noe he kekkin he go home and sleep..then call me at 5 lagi and then..haizz..anyway after class u memnag very sleepy wna la..sorry lo today cant go out tmrw lo afetr class u come..and i miss u too..heheh oops dont tell tiff hehehe she 'll kill me hahaah.. oh yea im gng out wif gwen tmrw u wanna join us ehhehe..sorry tiff i communicate wif ur ex bf ehehhee..anyway my msn memang piss me off..it keep on syng offline,out to lunch and away
maka i put online ishhhhh......crazy ..and then my fb again haiyoo.siaw ki..macam sai..anyway wanan get ready gonna go atap keh or dinner somewhere wif my girlfrens..makan then go home...haizz donno where to go..boring..

got this from some website interesting tho

2008-09-10T00:39:00.000-07:00

Samantha Jones might have us believe that hot sex anytime, anywhere and with anyone is acceptable. But let's face it: Her hormones were written in the script. In the real world, sometimes a single gal ought to keep our panties on and step away from potential disaster. Here's when:

1. (Because he cheated on you). He's scum. He's the scum beneath the scum. But you're not. Why sink to his bottomless depths and lay down with another guy to get back at him. Will it really make you feel better? Not in the long run.

2. (To gain someone's love). The thinking here is, if you give him your goodies, he'll feel all warm and fuzzy about you, and escort you off into the sunset with him forever. Pump the brakes. If there's no guarantee he feels the same as you do before you have sex, there's even less of a guarantee he will after.

3. (You're doing it out of pity). Trying to boost some poor sap's self-esteem, eh? Hmm. How about a cupcake and a motivational tape instead? Be a cheerleader for this guy, but don't give him sex as a temporary solution for what's probably a much deeper problem.

4. (You dig his car). Really? You'll have sex with someone just to ride in a shiny, new-smelling ride? Let's think about the sense that makes.

5. (To get something). Someone once said: "Use what you got, to get what you want." Well, your body shouldn't apply here. Plenty of folks have earned fame, power, even the rent money without doing the deed. Plus, making this a habit kinda puts you in, uh, hooker territory.

6. (He bought dinner). And? You owe him a "Thank you," not a night of passion.

7. (You're drunk). Unless you're at home inebriated with someone you trust, this is wrong on so many different levels. Don't put yourself in danger and end up doing something you might not remember in the morning. You're best bet: Know your limitations when drinking around strangers.

8. (Your friends are doin' it). So you're on a double date and the accompanying couple are gettin' pretty hot and heavy. You've no obligation to follow them down that road. Follow your own path and enjoy your date without taking your clothes off.

9. (You crave attention). Trust us, the quick gratification isn't worth it. Even if you're lucky to have a good time, you'll feel even lonelier in the morning. Adopt a puppy instead.

10. (To be mean). Your best friend betrayed you, so you sex up the guy she's digging. Pretty low, and pretty dumb. If he bites, best believe he'll be laughing with his buddies about how he bagged two best friends. If he doesn't bite, your ego's a shattered mess. Spare everybody's feelings and find a new gal pal.

my editting of embarrassing moments..

2008-09-08T19:05:00.000-07:00

OK FABIAN IF DAT WAS NOT ENUF U WAN ANOTHER 9 MORE OKLO ANYTHING FOR MY FABIAN HEHE

1. was at grappa ,danced so hard until thirsty and i drank the whole bottle of beer one go..didnt realise a bunch of engtao guys was looking at me ..omg~~

2.was daydreaming while waiting for my turn during my postnatal checkup.AND DIDT REALISE IT WAS MY TURN..the nurse was calling me donno how many times..-_-"

3.was at london,this weirdo was checking me out and was trying to talk to me duhh not interested.and it was windy and the damn wind blow my skirt up and passerby saw my g-string..bet the guy said"serve u rite"..

4.was holding a lady and tot she was my mum..she asked me "apahal" malula..

5.while having an appointment wif docotr Tan,a gyneocologist,he was checking my cervix,THE HORROR HE PUT HIS FINGER INSIDE ME!!!!

6.went out wif ahkwang,wen to pay his bills at celcom,we use the machine..memalukan nia we donno how to use and den instead of putting rm 50 we put in rm100 and then we press press press the button until ppl see us haizzz...

7.was at fabian's house dat day and i was so hungry wanted to nibble sumthing nia la den i ask wheter the keropok can eat thne he say its for praying ..ishh..

8.gwen was drunk wen we were at grappa den we were int he car we saw my crush darren ahhah then she shouted his name i sped of soooooooooo fast..hopeflly he didnt notice it..

9.r was wearing a halter neck top then this ivan pull the string and it FAll out..ahhow(my hubby) and ahkwang got to help me wif it by covering me while i adjust the string ishhhhhhh

my embarrasing moments..hmm

2008-09-06T20:26:00.000-07:00

sheesh..fabian!!y wanna tag me haahah oklah since i took ure blog u want me to write my own embarrasing moment well here goes..hehe

*during my wedding day,the damn preist shouted at me..u now why?just bcos i talk to soft and he ask the whole ppl in the church saying "can u hear her??" (hello this is not a class)..-_-"

*i wento change my suakak(coints) and all together is rm20 wif fabian,ppl were like looking at us...at monstertongue summore haizz..

*this is sooooooooooooooo embarrasing,i was a promoter in celcom roadshow two mths ago..my mini skirt punya string like dangling down so my supervisor use the lighter to burn it..can u imagine he touch my butt..and everyone was looking..-_-"

*went i was in form 4 me n my fren tumble down the stair like 2 girls fighting over a guy..evrybody was laughing..wad happen was me n her bumped into each other then fell..

* was at maurice pub and then my hunki was like finish and i save the last one half only then suddenly fabian this ppl came and ask me to stay longer oklo then they saw my ciggy and laugh n ask wads dat i had to explain evrything to thme malu la as if i no money like dat ahahahah

*i confess to this guy dat i like him so much i tot he did too cos he was so convincing..then in the end he told me he had a gf..i cried in front of him..now were just frens thank god he didt loss contact heeh(this was wen i was single)

*was still in primary school..motherfucker bird shit on my head..eww

*i was still working in the salon so i had a break and wen down to the hp phone..the hp guys and i were flirting wif each other half way i got up i saw a red stain on the chair n one of the guys says i came my period..and i DID..

*the same as fabian's embarrassing moment but this is worst..i was wearing my 4 inch high heel and the floor was slippery and i glide ,thnk god gwen caught me..malu eh

*during rainforest gwen step on the end of my flip flop and
i trip ...it was on the road lagi

* was at star,i was wearing a print leapord pants and this beloved ah kwang of mine say so loud "eh u wear leapord skin ah' memalukan,passerby stared at me the whole time..damnit!!

*memalukan ivan was screaming in my fren's car..ishh..

*was a monster tongue wif fabian and the gang i was wearing a low cut(really low i tell u) top and den i was taking pictures and didnt realise ivan was pulling my top,dont laugh fab,i noe u saw sumthing hahahha

*i dreamt i wen to the toilet last mth and i pee on the bed and comforter..my hubby was laughing his ass off and saying im a baby..ishhh

* i wento travilion and hangout in frappe,i order my favorite strawberry milkshake and i got choke and i spit evrything out..not a good impression but my frens was laughing..

well stupid embarrassing moment here..some r so lame i noe..fabian i got no more idea if there is i edit ya hehehe..i bet u have more than u wrote huh ahahha

this is fabian's most embarrassing moment..(took it from his blog)

2008-09-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

1. I humiliated myself few days ago by saying “Moral of the lesson”, realizing my mistakes and went on with “Lesson of the Moral” (even worse) instead of Moral of the STORY!!! Hmph!!! Embarrassing enough??? Leaving AARON LHAO (Laughing His Ass Off).

2. During my schooling days, I fell down at the very last step of the stairs with my pants & underpants dropping till my knees. With *thousands* of students behind waiting for me to get up and giggling away.

3. In the toilet wanting to put the seats down, I threw the toilet roll into the toilet bowl. Getting rid of the evidence was the first thing to do by FLUSHING it of cos. It got stuck so I had to escape. Scurriedly ran out the toilet seeing if anyone is waiting in line. Lucky there’s none. *pheww*

4. Leaving my zip open. I bet everyone does that unless you have never worn pants with zippers in your entire life.

5. My pants got split open all the way to my butt leaving my RED underwear shown so obvious even aliens from space could see it.

6. I saw the advert written “Bluehyppo” made me unknowingly read it out loud Blueh-yppo then turned to Aaron and ask what it means. As a result leading him to burst out laughing. -_-

7. At National Service, we had to wear those super tight pants during our morning exercise sessions. The bad thing was, we had to wake up as early as 5am to prepare and everything then lined up at the ‘padang’ with our bulge showing to everyone. BULGE I tell you. Well… it was not only me who got embarrassed, it was all the guys having their morning wood appearing somehow but so far as I know, I haven’t got a woody in the camp. YET there was a freaking bulge.( wad woody fabby??haha)

8. Was changing clothes in the room when my dad opened the door seeing me TOTALLY naked. Even if it’s a guy, there are boundaries.

9. Aaron was calculating the marks for the assignments and me being very ‘kepo’ said ‘I know, I know’. Holding on the paper not more than a second, I threw it back to him. I have no idea how to calculate it. Aaron burst out laughing as usual.

10. Being so drunk on my 21st birthday, I totally forget what happen the next morning. Stories on what I did made me feel like having a suicide pact.

11. Seeing my female dog humping another female dog.

12. Went in the wrong classroom.

13. Day dreaming during class when the lecturer (ms png) called my name out to explain the facts of the case. Not wanting to get caught, I answered confidently whatever’s written in the notes. Ending it feeling proud she wanted me to explain in my own words. That’s when I gave up coz I have no idea what I blurred out…hehe…so I told her I don’t understand. *blush*

14. Was at Pandan Thai Delight, walked out the door and bump against so hard on my boobs. Specifically, straight on my nipple. 3 Negro stared and I smiled then escaped.

15. Went to The Spring, took the entrance ticket, eat sweets, holding the wrappers on the left, ticket on the right, and threw the ticket out the window. What’s wrong??? Shouldn’t I be throwing the wrappers instead of the ticket? Hehe… had to reverse and pick the ticket back up. Malu habis habis…

16. Dropped something on the floor. Took my table lamp to brighten the floor. When I got up, the table lamp hit the table. The light bulb broke. Felt so stupid.

17. Happened last week at a club. When they got too bored and played this card game. Whoever got the King is able to order people around wanting them to do stuff on their command. Their favorite command was to kiss anyone. I escaped by running out the place. Ahboy went out and grabbed me like with both arms wrapped around me so that I couldn’t move. Every single human being out there saw us and I manage to see lots of them laughing while my struggle to escape.

18. Played pool when I seriously don’t know how it happened. The white ball jumped out the table and bounced out the café straight to the drain. That was amazingly stupid. Luckily they didn’t bar me from the place.

19. During class time, I was concentrating really hard. I laid my head on my highlighter on the wall. Confuse??? Just imagine me pressing the highlighter horizontally with my head against the wall with no hands at all. The lecturer (ms png again) had to scream out my name and ask what I was doing to the highlighter. The whole class turned and me very THE guilty showing my *err…* face to all and smile.

20. A guy added me at Friendster. I wrote so much to him. Saying this and that. In the end, I found out that it was the wrong guy I had in mind. (this is so stupid hahaha)

21. I hate surprises. On my birthday, someone surprised me with something. Can’t really remember. But usually if people surprise me, I’ll be blur. Serious…

22. Bumped into someone I thought I knew and waved at them. They were staring at me. Then I realized I don’t know them. Ran so fast away. (i noe how u feel fabby dear i know haha)

23. Lost to Aaron when it comes to direction.

24. Stepped on a puddle of water and slip. Not fall. Just…glide. (i cant stop laughing at this hahah)

25. Wanted to say ‘pay for five’. Ended up saying ‘fay for five’.

There I exposed everything there is needed to know bout my embarrassing times.

(sorry fabian darling,but just wanna share this wif my readers haha..don get mad ya..kiss kiss love ya~~)

just typing arnd..

2008-09-06T06:49:00.000-07:00

haizz finally i feel much better..just came back from meeting up wif catscity furomer..ok gonna ask me wads dat?well its some website where u can see ppl's comment on this n that..anyway my dear darling hubby will be away for one week to miri this monday until next monday.:( so so so gonna be happy?sad?ahha well boring dats all..ahhaha doll,if u reading this guess wad?i have free ticket thanks to my dear friend justin~~(NOT JUSTIN YEO AH!!) ahahah thank you justin~~~ nyway doll u wanna watch movie or not on wednesday?since its ur holiday we go watch lo we watch donno wad to watch hahah hmmmmmm...ask ur parents to send u to star lo or how?wanan take bath in my house n make up and dress to kll and find sexy guys ehhehe..jk jk..mentang mentang im single for a week la ahahah..hmm..

okok,u guys must be thinking im the most lamest blogger on earth..well yeah i am cos i got nth to do.hahaha..shud earn money by blogging hmmm but...ahh..oh yeah guess who i saw few days ago...MY FREAKING EX!!!.pretended not to see him..hahaha..ur loss for dumping me..haaha ..oh yea now i noe wad to blog..christine,ur beloved "amy yong" aka laura yap..(could be la) skati jak nuduh ahah well,she msn me saying if i don reply her she will get angry and will scold me..well go ahead i don give a f*ck..like i care a stupid kid gonna scold me..come out then..hahaha...wad weirdo...very funny..well my fren said on monday her detail will be reviewed so be patient ya..once we noe who we can hentam her puas puas liaw and say STAY AWAY FROM MY FAMILY hahah...she's harmless don worry..

ok kinda sleepy now wanna go "kuk hun" and sleep..ehheh...still early yeah i noe.. bye bye dear readers sorry ah this is really lame..XXXX

my life as a simple girl

2008-09-05T23:13:00.001-07:00

okay the topic got nth to do wif this blog..hahahah got nth to do..my heart is in a mess now..i feel so hurt really very very..hmm..wads marriage wen u feel so dull about it..i read my frens blog about marriage thingy well yea..really i agree wif it..like dey all say love is actually freakin blind...and i don like it..im so emo now..eww..seriously i donno wad i realy wan rite now..ppl thinks im really crazy...and now i know how joanne feel..wen she is in love wif her..(ok i wont say his name here ahah) and he is like so not interested and owes ignoring her or he just don care wadever she do to..he just don..but this is not about me ahhahawad am i blogging pun i donno..the thing is i fel very depress andfrustrated and im under dilemma now..sorry ah i cant really post here la cos is really private and if certain ppl read dis i'll die..ahhaah..haizz...but time will heal my broken heart..again come bak this stupid feeling..it was two years ago wen my motherfucking ex left me after 6 years of paktoing..hmmm..then after a week got guy looking for me after a week of his satisfaction he run away wad a shite..and then all those sickoes la..same wan ..thank god i found ahhow dat doesnt do dat..at least and finally i can keep a guy more than a mth..now two years..(1 year of marriaege)..but~~im still not happy~~i mean im happy wif my hubby but im not happy wif my social life..and now i got myself into trouble ...gwen only noes ahahahahah..oh yea doll ur best fren justin yeo ask me wen did he ever called me.like duhh he forgot dat he was so hard he called me haahhaah eww and he ask me how i noe u stupid la haaha then he ask wad do i noe bout him and tiffany ahahahaha.shud i say dat he and tiffany &*(&^*%*^ ahahhahahaha..wasnt satisfied ahahah..funny..he shud see our fb photos u ,me n tiffany ahah sure he terkejut..ahhah..anyway..some of u will read dis wif kebingungan..sorry ah..very lame blog..really nth to write..hahaha..

haizz why does ppl owes make my life so difficult..well im gonna smile.im not gonna let ppl see me so sad..my heart is sad but not he outside me..i really realy need soembody to talk to rite now..and a shoulder to cry on ahahahaha..hmm..today saturday ho..tonite must put on a brave face..don give sad face.hehhee later ppl noe dat i have prob..

im wishing~~

2008-09-04T18:13:00.001-07:00

im wishing for the one i love to find me today~~~im hoping and im dreaming of the nice things he'll say..wad the f&&* dat song has been in my head for the past few dys..now its disturbia from rihanna..do i think to much..i oso donno wad im thinking or maybe i noe but im denying it and say im just crazy..i'll only freak ppl out nia haizz...i feel soem weird feeling in my tummy..wad ahh..tummybug??some feeling dat its so familiar but donno wad..scary..ok forget it..i wanna cry now..yesterday go starbuckss..and i forgot my favourite drink name.haizz soemthing something caramel..haizz..end up drinking the first one i ever drink some caramel oso ahhaah..haizz..today is such a tiring day baru jak bangun dah madah tired haizz..nyway wokeup at 4AM..wtf!!!!! bcos of little ivan ahizzzzzz..n now awake donno wad to do ..post all kinds of craps..n so on la..haizz...DISTURBIA!!!!!!!! hahaha..tired of...

boring boring boring..

2008-09-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

wad a totally boring life...donno wad to do,where to go,wad to eat..im sooo hungry..can anyone suggest wad to eat...haizzzzzzz..anyway...err..wad to blog ah???hmm..ok..dis sat will be a gathering for catcity forumers sooo im gng..cos nth to do go saja la tengok tengok for fun..gng wif justin and yes bringing ivan along...gotta wait til he is one year then i can go out without him..lazy to pay ppl to take care..mum dady cant take care of him..sikit sikit tired..apalah

suppose to go for interview to sel soap but owes tak menjadi i bet the person things imkacauing dat person saja haizz.wanan get a paart time job ...at least work on saturday n sunday nia lo..any job la..boutiques sales girl oso can la..summore ivy(my agent) hvnt called me up about the sell beer promoter job yet..so long wanna wait for her la..better i cari myself..need to have my own money if i sell sabun only i need to teget 10 buyers.i mean i have to sell 10 piece a day.rm7.50 anyone?wanna buy ganozhi soap..makes skin msooth and nice..and it smells nice too..nobody wanna learn piano from me so i sell this la or other things will do..actually there this job parttime sales girl in hocklee but takkan i wanna work at the same place my husband works..don wantla..

haizzzz...relli jobless..or i ask ah kwang to become my worker nad help me sell noodles..good idea or bad?does he wan???sheesh ..hahah how much must i pay him a month??rental lagi aahahah..hm think first la...i need a newspaper now to look for job..totally jobles now n bored..hmmm

nth to blog..really nothing to blog

2008-08-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

~~la chung familia~~~
sexiest couples...youngest parents
kiss for the cam
my baby boy and his beautiful mum :p
pretty jie jie girl and pouter me
don wanna se the cam ..hrmphh

hii..finally i blog once again soooo malas n no idea cos amy yong died twoweeks ago..hahahahaha no christine not dead but "dead" ahhaha...she didn go online cos i think she knows we wanna meet up with her..sorry fabby hopefully next time she or he comes out..anyway last week wento my cousins wedding..omg...was soooo hot..no not hot but hot hot like panas like aduh... dat hot..NO ELECTRICITY AKA NO AIRCOND. ewwwwwwww i was sweating...ivan was like screaming..haizz came home after dat mandi haizzz..actually suppose to go out again for after wedding party but so sticky sticky malas la and then if go home mandi lagilah malas..hahahaha. so didn go..hahaha..anyway i did get a pics of me myself and i during the wedding..oh yea i wore my tailor made babydoll..wanted to use my fluffy 5 inches heels but freaking electricity i cant find it in the shoe closest so end up using my crystal white wedding shoes..haizz.hahaha okok this is my pics...

amy yong

2008-07-17T21:21:00.000-07:00

ok this is another one damnit i terdelete it.she omos terkantoi i ask her her due date her life everythoing...she said her parents ask her y she so fat den she sayshe eat alot n she said she has 2nd hubby yea rite..and i ask alot of question she said she doesn wanto speak good english she wanna speak lausy english..wtf?????she said she stayd ion canada for 5 years n she call it her hometown and she wasnt born there...eww she's weird and steven was her hubby n she said she is using her sis in law email and her hubby oso the same cos their email acc n msn kena block by her dad??huh????no such thing la...and wen i told her its kinda strange isint it unless ur a fake i toldher dat lalu lah she said she wanna go out to see doctor..cos she's sick got flu..hhahahaha bullshit...trying to run away n i ask which doctor she see she don wanto tel me then she said helen ngu frm timberland..then i said i know her then she was like o o o o. hahah omos terkantoi..i9 have a feeling she is just a kid nto even a marrid women or pregannt...her parenst is 78 79 yearsoldbut they r doing all the housework like 40 -50 year old parents..70 plus ois like sooo babo babo wan...she's a liar its so obvious...darn i wish i didnt delete allt the msn ..bodoh!!!..she said she will be cmg to kl tomrow..yala yala muka pun tak akan muncul..she almost terkantoi already cos she cannot run away from me now.ahahahah she's trap cos she cant really answer my question...she got to think summmore i ask her about medicastion of pregnancy she just simply say it orange..hello its yellow n its called folic acid ..and she doesnt noe anything..so i ask her how does it feels to give birth she said like wanna pengsan bulak!!!!!!!!!!! i gave birth i didn pengsan sakit perut like wanna have dyrheaa ada la like cirit birit..all the women say dat..she sendiri pengsan la...summore she's hvng twin her tummy is very small i said ur babies surely 1 kg rthen she say maybe..hah no such thing la if re dat slim ur baby die inside now cos u got no nurition..slim pun at least ada fat sikit..just now she said she was slim now she tell me she's fat...berbelit belit she talk...pelik lah her...ok obviously surely dats not her pics la....she gila wan...wad else..after i ask her all those quest she wanna escape pulak hahahah bodo la her...y she so weird wan..freaky amy yong...if its her real name..i think she has frenster but donno how to findher definitely dats not her email la or maybe its hers but donnolah....

im sick

2008-07-17T20:05:00.000-07:00

i hate it went im sick..at first my hubby was hvg the flu n cough..i tried to avoid it but how to avoid wen ure sleeping together *roll eyes* so now im hvg flu n cough.and the worst part..PERIOD!!!!!!! i hate hvg all this stuff..haih im hvg such a bad luck this week wad a bummer..i got no mood to blog rite now but im actually bored to my knees..im suppose to get my pay today but the freakin agent it soooo delaying..wasting my time..i wanna go to little lamb (baby store) to get sum baby stuff for my ivan n to my tailor to redo my dress for tmrw's party and also pump petrol..

i really hate all this stuff summore need to pay the fuckin assholes JPJ for gvng me a stupid fine..i hope u die in hell wif the samans..same goes to the stupid policemen,FREAKS....JUST BCOS MY CAR WAS PURE GOLDEN TINTED U DNT HV TO SAMAN ME..DAMN U ...ure lucky i was alone..dare to saman me if i was wif my hubby or his fren..i don think so...hahah..ok lazy now

another story of crazy amy

2008-07-16T22:28:00.000-07:00

i ask her just now cos she told me she was pregnant wen she was 14 years old..ok so i ask her how old is her son now she said 7..huh??????7???impossible terbantut kah her anak...then i say how come if u were pregnant 14 years old how come ony 7 shud it be 12 then she take quite a long time to reply saying..oh dat is anak angkat...wad????she is totally crazy..and now she told me she need rm1o,ooo for ceaserean ok its true cos my sister in law paid dat..but she said this..im dng ceaserrean cos im too skinny and im hvng twins..another bullshit..doctors wont cut ur tummy more than three, women!!!..sheesh...wad a fake...wonder who is she...and she is so obsess asking me wad cigis am im smoking now..wen i said dunhill she said no rite now.. wads wif her????and i said i wanna go buy high heels den adakah she ask me to buy for her..so dumb..
haih..all my frens dat chat wif her cos i gave them says shes' crazy n tells different things..i don think she i s pregnant at all...and i ask her hw come after operation she can go out she said got sijil sakit wad??i mean wad bout the pain she said very fast ok...bullshit!!!!!!no such thing...ppl lie down for a mth or two even afetr giving birth oso like dat..terus keluar??i don think so..wont have the energy..ewwww.n she told me her parents scold her cos she's pregnant now..wad bout her other kids...they never knew thy had grandchildren..n wad else, she say she everyday spent rm3000 everyday..give me a break...
evryday?3000??
even rich ppl don spent dat much a day!!!!!!if u say a mth i believe u
....i have rich frens thy got shocked wen thy heard that ahhaha.wad a freak...
she spent it on her children..
crazy la..i don think its her kids either..
she's a liar..
a total liar
wen i told her my bf is a medical student doing his internship she didn dare say a word about her condition i bet she's afraid she'll say sumthing wrng
n about law too
ahhaha
cos i told her i have a bunch of lawyer frens
oh yea she is a murder and divorce lawyer..she's doing double..ok can trust dat but i dnt believe she's a lawyer again ahahha

wow thanks christine since the day u gave me dat pyscho's msn i have stuff to blog about hahahahhhahahaahaa.....CRAZY AMY YONG!!!!..i pity ur "newborn" dat non exist...
to have a crazy mum like u..i bet her hubby has a normal gf in "AFRICA" hahahah ..who wanna go out wif a women like her....

me and baby ivan on a amusement day ahaah

2008-07-16T00:01:00.000-07:00

can become the future big biker hehe

so blur this pic

this is a pic of me and my baby boy hvng a day out in hock lee center before we head to the padawan fest for summore amusement

AMY YONG THE FREAK ahahhaha

2008-07-15T23:25:00.000-07:00

this is a story about a so called pregnant,married,mum and lawyer girl name amy yong..she's 26 years old and she was married the age of 14 and her parents didnt know..weird huh..it gets weirder here..she said she had an operation last monday and yesterday she had a tatoo on her tummy..weirdest part is she is pregnant and she still had a tatoo on her tummy and she still wanna go out and jalan jalan..i tot ppl dat just finish operation must res for a months or two.not a day..and she had a kidney operation..she said she is from kl,and gng bck cancada soon to work..and she is a lawyer but her english is very broken like chinese educated..if u stay in canada how come ur english is like a piece of shit...she is sooo weird.and she keep on asking the weirdest question over and over asking me.."wad is ur height' oh yea and again sghe i s pregnant and she still can diet??wtf??how come..no such thing la u can tahan meh makan tahi la amy yong..more funny one again she say she weight 42kg after her operation before dat is 72kg??wtf??another unlogic think to bluff ahahah so wad bout the bbaby ??so small meh summore she is 7 mths pregnant and she ask a uneducated quest saying.."is it true if ure pregnant its not good to smoke?'wtf????? ure a lawyer and u ask this quest??lawyer or LOYA??? hahah and she said her mum is 78 YEARS OLD AND IS AA LAWYER JUDGE?????freakin hell wad a lie..im disgusted and her pics ewww donno real or not is soooooooooooooooooooooo typical ugly..no offence..she looks like a nerd..and her hubby ewww fat like wad..and she said he is in africa and barely see each other..n she say she must not let her hubby noe she has a tatoo..oh yea tatoo again she said yesterda she just got a tattoo..oh yea i said dat lready but if her hubby and her get intimate he wont see meh..bullshit..and her parents donno she has a family?????arghhh gila dat girl wad a freak...and she ask me to call her stupid cousin wad the hell for???i donno her freaking family..and now she tell me she is stying in mjc.donno how to lie wan..yuck...amy yong ..weird name weird girl..bagi malu orang cina saja

and she so paranoid la keep on asking me to call her cousin and asking me is dat my baby..wen she saw my son's pic..bodo..she's weird..totally weird..ok,her email is called rachelling29@hotmail.com but her name is amy yong..i hv a feeling her name is RACHEL LING.. but who the hell is dat ..
ahhahaa peliklah she is so weird..totally freakin weird..hahaaha eww gelila..darn i tot anders was amy yong now she really exist haih.....anders anders buat orang hilang stim saja hahaha..and she is weird wen she say to ask m to meet her cousin make sure i don smoke wtf..if she dnt like i smoke don like la who the f*&k ur stupid cousin think she is??i don care i'll blow my smke to her face as much as i wan....

and again she say y i so garang..i say i song ma y leh..hahaha gila dat girl..stay mjc donno tru or nt..ahhow's gang is all at mjc so cant find her wad..see the pics first..she donno who is she dealing wif oso ahhaha..her bad...she ask me am i pregnant again and am i fat sheesh i said im slim an not pregnant..wad a freak totally freak...EE SO SOGELI LA hahahaahha but really kept me entertain...kesian her anak got weird mum like dat...and wen her anak played wif a knive she just say let him first later i scold eee fake la...total fake..i ask her al the mum's stuff she macam donno totall fake la..she donno im a mum i bet she's a fake..only her grandpa noe she has a family..how old is her grandpa 200 yrs old if her parents is 78 n 75????????

and her parents is still wrkng ahahhahahahahahahahah fake fake fake..judge lawyer n donno she has her own family ..ahhhahahah stupid parents wif stupid kid.. hopefully her non exist or exist baby in her so called 7 mths belly will be normal...hahahaha....wad else bout her....pelikla..she told christine she work in kl now she told me she work in canada..check check she housewife or student...anyway later i blog again..im gonna blog about my nite in rainforest wif my frens..girls nite out with bikinis..

athila's party

2008-05-24T20:00:00.000-07:00

athila's couch so seductive ahahahha
gwen's nuggets and her mushroom sauce yum yum yum

i like the cheese thingy..middle is tanghoon and sausages..looks britttle but actualy nyamman aaahhhhaa
haiyuh this pic so blur..they were all moving
my baby don wanto to look at the camera..heheh

last nite i wento athila's party..we had so much fun...evrybody adored my ivan especially athila she is soo motherly..wanna pinjam her la hahahah..anyway the food was nice..i like the heese thingy or isit??donnolah all was nice..gwens nugget was nice haha..we all took photos,took photos of the food too..and after dnner we all wen outside and all of them played basketball..and 'jadi'.ahahha..lawaklah all of us last nite..i wento the party and i wore my new kniting blouse my mum just made for me..yerr..rasmilah ahahha...anyway this the photos i took at the dinner party...~~~end~~~

waiting game

2008-05-23T01:06:00.001-07:00

omggggggg.....dis morn i called my agent n ask her wen is my pay she sed the guy name bily during our modelling session havent send the cheque to hr haih..wait lagi..then oklo wait until tmrw..huhuhu..then i wento the chuirch to get baptism form from the office..haiyuhh waited soo long cos i came to early hahaha..hafta waity until2pm..hmmm..then wait wait wait
..sooo damn hot summore and i sed vaul words in the church again cos so used to it..haih..my ivan already so hot cos he cant stand no aircond place..same as me we were both really hot..PLEASE PLEASE RAIN!!!!!!!oh yea last nite he got scared of the damn thunder den i put him bck to sleep agin haha..tonite got dinner again..hah..so malas wanna go out again..hmmm

a kid dat his mum don care

2008-05-21T20:29:00.001-07:00

haizzzz..kesian kesian yesterday i wento a fellowship dinner at my dad's frens house...it was a mansion..a rich men too but humble..okay here i was wif my mum and ivan..i was admiring the wedding pic displaying on the wall..suddenly this kid came up to me and sed."excuse me how to flush the toilet..obviously his house toilet its the normal wan not the hotel style like how my houe toilet is..yerdehh..so ok i help him flush the thoilet la..but before dat i ask him he pangsai or urine la..guess wad??HE PANGSAI..KNS!!!!i kek kin nia go flush the toilet for him..i mean why cant his mum do it why was it has to be me..okay i hv a kid but i wnt be geli on my own son rite..hahahahaa..anyways the food was okaylah but the fried chicken was sooo damn tasteless...its not fried but roasted..hahaha..thy forgoted the salt...haizz soooo siennn nth todo..hahaahah well dats all.. ~~~end~~

during the beer roadshow at damai

2008-05-20T19:41:00.000-07:00

this is the best pam wearing tiger uniform
i hate this outfit..guinness uniform..as if wanna go jogging..haha

i shud have taken eliz picture..hers oso nice by heneiken...

sharon says she look like aunty but i think she look nice like a cheerleadfer..oso tiger uniform

i didn knw dat the roadshow was actually posing for bucnh of adverst marketers..is dat how u describe them???anywaythere were five of us,me,a girl name pam,sharon eliz and another i donno her name so we call her malta girl..ahahaha..anyway it was fun modelling and also tiring..the food was the best..yummmm...feel so pampered wif the food....i didn took much photos cos they didn allow it cos the uniform has not officiially launched so okay i curi curi ambil saja.the best was thetiger uniform damn sexy...

2008-05-20T17:35:00.000-07:00

I WET FOR UNCLE EDDIE'S BDAY LAST SUNDAY..WOW THE FOOD WAS SOOOO DAMN DELICIOUS...eh why did i useb capital letter..anywyas..we ate at venue BDC..THE whole damn food cost rm500++ wow..delicious summore..and this bunch of kids was sooo noisy and luckily i didn pput my ivan on the baby chair cos one of them knock it over .stupid kid ahahah..i did took some of the pics of the food...but not really clear..okay at least i know wad to put in my blog rite hahahah...okay the pics of h kids are upside down sooo donno how to rotate it hahahaha

so sleepyyyy.. :S

2008-05-19T23:30:00.000-07:00

haizzz..im soo damn sleepy i wanna sleep but i cant sleep cos im wondering and thinking where the hell did i keep my 3250 cable..cos i wanna upload pics and take songs from my mp3 and transfer to my hp..haihh..just nw got some weird guy from jordan msn me in his arab lang again..so i reply him in bahasa saraawak saying bad stuff ahahah...in the end he kena block hahahah..i really donno wad to do today except for reading ppl's blog especially cliffy's blogs..its sooo damn scary hahaha..ih yea i saw a advertisemnt in star cineplex there's a movie call kungfu panda..so wanna watch it..i so need a menicure and a pedicure now and gonna wash my hair...honestly i regret cutting my hair but wad to do if i don my baby will pull my hair and put inside his mouth..its ok hair can grow anyway..its not that my hair terbantut ahhahahah...urghhh..

wad to do, wad to do???????gawai cmg up but i wnt be gng bck sriaman ..thank god i don like going back there cos i don like to go there i guess..cos my hubby will be working on that day and oso my parents wont be gng there...but on the 2nd i heard my mum will be gng..hahahaha..but im not..haizz...im really sleepy rite now and i still typing this kind of craps about me as if ppl cares..i bet you all thinking im so weird doing this..i bet nobody even is reading my blog if got thank you for wasting you time on my crap...haahahaha..so sleepyy..nw i wanna go ppl's blog and read their interesting stories..~~~end~~~ i'll write sumore later i guess ahhaha